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Chi O Level today...suxz Monday, May 30, 2005 @ 7:33 pm It sux..it sux..it sux. Or more lyk I sux..I sux..Isux..!! It totally crazy! I think my A has flown away n my B has arrived. Frist, the letter writing part: the guang bo dian tai...haiz. Mis-interpretated it. I tot it was a television company but it is a radio! den another thing I'm worried is tat I said this programme can be used as a way for other races to see n appreciate chi culture as there wld be eng words too. Haiz. dunno whether they'll accept For the compo part, it's the first time I started rushing! I can't believe myself! N my handwriting grew frm neat to ugly towards the end of the book. I dunno wad is bully (noun) in chi so I anyhow whack. Cher say it's accepted but I dunno....I dunno..... As for paper 2, I 'm thankful tat I can do the first section. Thank you Lord! The rest of the sections was ok except for the zao ju...sentence construction. So unexpected! The words are so unexpected! I can't believe it. Haiz. I jus did my best anyway. The compre passage was weird. Qns all jumble up. Hmm....strange. There's one 6 marks one. Anyhow whack again. Later on, I went to Great World City wid him. The place isn't tat far after all n it's a great place to shop too! Really nice! The magic shop, Tat CD Shop, Perlins Silver, Precious Tots n Hallmark n the best of all, the Christian Bookstore. No time for movies tho. Saw the latest Hillsong United CD selling at 23 bucks plus. Nvm. I can get it cheaper else where if I wanna buy it. Anyway, enjoyed myself wid him. but now feeling not good. So not good. Guess I can't include chi in my L1R5. Haiz. Hopefully there will be modulation n the marks will be changed n I'll get a good point. Jus hope so...... --------------------------------- freaking out Saturday, May 28, 2005 @ 10:27 pm This morning I woke up thinking it's sun. I laid on the bed n tot to myself tat the next day is mon n it's o level time. Suddenly, fear creeped into me n fill my heart till now. So I'm FREAKING OUT!!!! Honestly, I feel alot of pressure. I haven't felt this before for a loooong time since my PSLE days. I din feel alot for sec 2 streaming though. Tat time, it was lyk nth. But this is definitely getting me anxious n worried n heart doing a dance. I think it's doing a techno dance. Man....I wished it's doing a waltz. Den I'll be calm. Ha. Me n my imagination.
Dunno if I study hard enuff or if I miss out anything. Really hope not. Today's tuition teacher went thru sum newspaper review in chi. Helped me out alot. Den I did a compo on the casino thing in chi. 3 pages long wid 3 points of good n bad individually. Scary. Tml teacher checking again. Hope she'll help me lotz. kk. gtg. Study hard peeps. N Lord, help me to remain calm.... --------------------------------- Announcement!! Urgent!!! Thursday, May 26, 2005 @ 7:38 pm Hey! This is urgent to all CTSS ppl esp my class ppl. Rmb there's SMO on 31st May. Report at 915am to the hall. The index numbers are wid Val. So rmb to check yr no before u enter the competition. Remember k? Thanks!
--------------------------------- Music @ 7:21 pm Boy! Piano lesson jus now. Play till fingers painul. Teacher asked me to speed up on sum parts aft she had heard the cd. Actually, I feel lyk buying it too...to help in my last grade in piano. But come to think of it, a bit wasted. U only wanna hear three songs out of the whole cd cos those are the songs u're playing. so....I daren't asked mum. Hmm... Anyway, wanna congrats those who have made it thru the clementeen idol! Jia You for the next audition! Hmm....oh ya! I miss guzheng!!! I really miss the SYF team man n coach. I miss u gals out there. Can't wait to go back n take a look. I noe the who will be the new chair person. I noe she will lead the team well thru the upcoming events n speech day nxt yr. I have faith tat she'll do a good job. Listen to her n the vice-chair k? Will drop by during the hol. Jus met him aft sch. Really glad to see him. Yam Wenn, him n I den go eat lunch together. Great! But got rushed by mum. Sad case. So can't stay at the bus stop too long. So she3b bu4 de2 to leave. Sad...wished I live near him. But anyway, he seems better as in no vomitting. But got a bit of diarrhoea. Hmm...pray he'll get well soon. Kkz. Gtg. Good luck peeps to revision!! --------------------------------- recover well n fast Tuesday, May 24, 2005 @ 6:28 pm Haiz...he's not in sch today. Told me last night tat he's sick n this morning he told me he's vomitting n having fever plus his bad sore throat. Man....sounds very bad. Den quickly rushed over to his hse aft I'd eaten lunch wid Yam Wenn n bought stuffs for him. When I reached there, the maid opened the door. after I'd asked where he is, she told me he's in the toilet vomitting again. Yikes! Tat sure isn't welcoming.
soon, I saw him. Boy! u should have seen his look....a look of pain n discomfort n weak. Ya..tat's the word. he seems or rather he is weak. He told me so. Passed him the stuff n the hw den toked a bit. Mainly asking him qns n touching his forehead to see if he got fever. Ya...still have a bit of it. Den tip-toe n hugged him a bit. as we toked on, the lift kept making noises so I decided to retreat back to the gate there in case his parents came home. There we toked sum more n the look of pain still din leave his face. I stretched out my hand for his and aft he took my hand, my heart ached. Den I returned his antiseptic cream n he reached for my hand again. there n then, I felt lyk crying. I almost did. a bit of tears well up in my eyes n my face turned into a fixture of sorrow. he looked at me n asked if I'm ok. so i told him I'm about to cry, seeing him so sick. he gave me a tight squeeze n told me not to worry. Before I left, I gave him a tight n long hugz. Really wished I cld be in his arms forever....n take all his sickness on me. Really pains my heart to see him so weak n sick. Dun think he'll be going to sch tml again. But jus wished he'll recover soon n fast. really hoped so....Lord, please heal him --------------------------------- type..type Sunday, May 22, 2005 @ 11:16 pm Phew! Jus finished typing 4 essays. Man....if my handwriting was better, I guessed I wun be typing. 4 SEQ qns. Yup. SS hw for this long hol. Jus now try to go JE but mum dun allow. Haiz. I wonder why she muz restrict me. Why?? Nvm. Anyway, worship was good today. Kah Hwee's leading sure is good. The people worshiped. Me too! In my own special way. Rare times when it happens liddat. Den got a bit of free worship too. And aunty Janet noe how to make use of the music to continue the worship. Yup. At first, he's suppose to come to my church. Raised my hopes. den last min his dad dun allow. say it's a stupid idea. really? dun understand. Then can't come lor. sad lor. nvm. anyway, gotta rush off. Oh! the preview channel was good! ha! cya!
--------------------------------- Saturday, May 21, 2005 @ 6:39 pm Whoa! Band prac jus now. Fingers so tired. But songs are nice. Man...long weekend this time round. Good n bad. Good: Got time to study for O Level Chi. Bad: Can't see him for three days. Very long..unlike the usual 2-day weekend. Man...gonna miss him soooo much. At least I got back my HP, can msg already. Yeah! Today I had chi tuition...good...pay close attention instead of trying to nod off. Ha. Guessed I'm starting to get worried abt the O Level Chi. Den later on, I stayed at the function room n study..do more chi n msg him. Cool. Chat for a long time. Got study of course. Den rain started to pour down heavily. Boy...even till now at 6plus..still raining. Dad jus came home. I commented tat the rain was heavy n he said ya...said he's gonna die. Haiz. Muz be his proj tat is due in June again. Wid the clouds keep crying, my dad jus can't continue his work. Gonna be tough on him man. Hope the Lord is good n allow him to complete his proj in time. Yup. U noe, been wondering, is the subject, KI (Knowledge and Inquiry) good? It's a new subj in my new JC curiculum. It is considered as a contrasting subj n can replace GP...acceptable in NUS n NTU if u take KI. Hmm...if I take KI, den I can take triple-science, Cmaths, PW n MT in JC. Den it'll be better. Rather than me taking 2-science, one humanities, Cmaths, PW n MT. But there's a risk. KI isn't taken by anybody in the current JC1 batch. So should I risk this new subject?? Hmm...please give advice!! Esp my seniors. Kkz. Gotta go. Study hard for O Level chi peeps! Cya
--------------------------------- Nth.... Monday, May 09, 2005 @ 10:20 pm Got back Chi paper today. 66%. Quite bad. Hopefully other components can pull it up. Oral got 22/30...hmm...good? At least sumthing lyk wad I expected. Hope I can say more nxt wid the chi tuition help. Today got chem test. Can do. Hope can do well in it. Hmm...was telling Ben on Sun tat I happen to do better in add maths than in e maths. Den he commented saying he has the same case as me. Wow! never expected it. He also taught me isomers...for tat short period of time. Mainly cos I asked him qn. he got an A for his A-levels in chem. Pro rite? But he also told me organic chme need alota memorising. hmm..wonder if I shld take chem in A-levels. Mum told me chem is impt. But well, I dislike anything that needs memorising.
Last nite I dreamt tat mrs oon told us suddenly there's phys test on fri. Den today in class, mrs oon said the phys test is postponed to nxt week. Phew! then mrs chan came in. "Class, bio test on fri." WAD?! I couldn't believe it. So there really is goin to be a last-min test. Haiz. So much for a dream. Wished it was the rite subj in the dream man. Den I know how to predict. Ha!
Today walked wid him to check out the physical corner. Den on the overhead bridge, he came close, touched my palm den held my hand. Very sweet =) Den we jus sat there at the bus stop. My hand in his n missed 3 buses. Yikes. Ok. nxt time cannot miss so many buses. Talked about stuffs. Interesting. Anyway, nice being wid him. Was also telling him tat my hand is real small. It really is. So much so tat I have trouble playing piano now. Haiz. Esp my first piece...need to stretch alot.
Oh! I finally went back to reading the bible. Gotta go back..can't neglect God. Den write down all those poems tat are nice n inspiring. Very good. Hope I'll spend more time wid God. Kkz. Gtg. good luck everyone for those studying Chi O Level on 30th May!
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