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Thursday, August 30, 2007 @ 3:44 pm Great! the start of sept hols for me!! yes! and tat means i also gotta be focused and disciplined to study for the remaining subjects! n finally can finish off my graph theory in one sitting. i borrowed Gattaca! the movie on genetic class. so cool. wanna watch it again! for free too! from the sch lib. n Freedom Writers! waiting man. i hope teachers can be more considerate and return when the dvd is due!! Mr Lian!!
 Okay! maths paper was horrible! i couldn't do the Q13. n then the AP GP was pretty hard..not the usual. n the stubborn me dun wanna learn how to use GC to do integration so i suffer la. a 3mark qn for integration jus lose it like tat!! craps!!! sigh. calculated. can only get arnd 67marks. a B. but i want an A!!! n then, i calculated again n i muz get A for paper2 in order to get A overall! argh! i dun think it's impossible..but it's pretty pressurizing. n i dunno if i can get A for p2. but i will. or at least i will try. argh. dun want me n other ppl to taunt me saying tat i take h3 maths but din get A for h2 maths. n imagine entering the h3 class n everyone else score A for h2 maths except me?? grr. well, typing this now seems lyk it's gonna be a reality. argh. i dunno. jus *woosh* forget abt it n jus do my best!
anyway, jus wanna call out to all the HUMILITY 6 of year 2001 in Pei Hwa Presbyterian Pri Sch! i tot of having a gathering together again aft A levels. wad do u think? =) let's go out for buffet. n dun worry, i think there will be a sustainable number of ppl since i have 10 over of your contacts =)
finally, jus wanna say HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! to all the teachers. namely, Ms Jasmine Tan, Ms Joanne Tay, Mr Tan Hon Cheong, Ms Jillian Lee. thanks for all your teaching and guidance. and thanks for teaching me wad it means and takes to be a teacher. thanks for putting in so much effort in preparing the lessons and always making the lessons very interactive. and particularly to ms tay, thanks for being such a wonderful house mistress in house council; guiding me and teaching me, and thanks for still teaching me even after i've stepped down from council. God bless!--------------------------------- Wednesday, August 29, 2007 @ 6:10 pm When there was me and you
It's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside
well, wad yong hui said the other day was very true. sometimes one writes a blog entry with the intention of letting a particular someone see it. well, the song above is for someone. jus so happen to think of it when i was listening to the song jus now on my mp3. well, it reflected quite well but no hurts; no pains. i guess i've moved on. not tat i forget but jus that i look back wid little pain. it doesn't mean i've given up. it jus meant tat i've let go and let God take charge. in His time man. reminds me of wad the principal read ytday about God making things beautiful in His time Ecc 3:11
today was chem n phys p3. finally can do phys widout feeling down or having my morale down. finally can tackle phys. not in full force and full gear but with more confidence (: chem paper 3 was a bit hard. i chose the wrong qn too. chose a qn where i am not good in and can't score alot. then, i was rushing for time. boo. tml's maths paper 1. i wonder how i'll do. i dunno if i'm complacent or confident. was talking to wei hao n telling him how easily mistaken these 2 attitudes are. well, i dunno wad i am for tml's maths paper but i do so need tat A for maths. for both papers. it's my niche. it's my passion. i must do well in it. well, i wun slack tonight. tat's for sure. i will practise somemore. jus tat i'm not sure if i've covered all grounds and if there are anything/any weak areas i would have missed out... well, here goes! =) all the best Saints! n to le jing: yay! your prelims are over! (: --------------------------------- Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @ 9:07 pm tired tired. seems so tired today. haha. been slping in class as usual. but surprisingly woke up towards the end of phys lesson n pay attention. ha. but still, i wanna thank my teachers for being so kind and understanding n let me slp in class widout making a v big fuss abt it (although it's reflected clearly in my progress report tat i nid to pay more attention in class!) one look n my mum found out i've been slping in class. haha.
well, today, stayed back aft sch to study in the lib wid wei hao. did complex numbers n so slow! only half a page. bleah. i was tired. super tired. now too. tat's why a bit hard for me to do work now... but yesterday was good!! i went to esp lib alone to study. ended early at 11am mah. so had lunch, hang arnd with the gals chatting a bit, went up lib to study a bit then walked outta sch towards esp! n the shades were up! so i can see the view of fullerton hotel, one of the "durian shells" and esp rooftop. glad i got a seat..the high seat. n no one was listening to music v loudly. well, the only scary thing is living my belongings behind to go toilet. muz bring my vaulables and also dunno if anyone wld ransack my bag or steal my calculator. well, jus had to hope tat singaporeans are nice ppl n will look out for my belongings! =) anyway, studied there for abt 3 hours plus. great time! went esp rooftop alone too. walk walk. jus aft it rained too. saw the ferris wheel had a few capsules already. the stage for NDP is slowly being taken down n the construction at the outdoor theatres are done already, leaving behind a green patch of grass. yea. well, changes. inevitable n expected. headed home! oh! i also got a new MP3! look! well, talking abt studies, i hope i wun be complacent or slackin. it seems lyk i'm not on full gear (can see it frm me bloggin. haha). sigh. compared to my rev for BT2. sigh. i hope i wun give up on prelims man. nxt week is GP, Phys P3 and Chem P3, Maths P1. sigh. tired la. simply tired. man, muz learn to take breaks and muz learn to be focused n not complacent. okay! well, jus wanna say tat the scene keeps haunting me. pray, haunt, pray, haunt. it's lyk a cycle. n i dun lyk it. lord, please take it away. i dun want it! it's distracting me frm wad's more impt. please help me to forget. forget tat scene totally and forget abt taking revenge or making any scoldings in my head. i dun wanna be reminded of tat incident anymore. pls help me! only you can take it away n erase it frm my mind! pls dun let it haunt me anymore. n when i say haunt, i really mean HAUNT! cos it's really a v tramatic experience. help me rmb tat i seek praises frm you n not man! seek to honour you n not man! amen! --------------------------------- Sunday, August 12, 2007 @ 6:13 pm Alright. i'll update as requested by someone. below are some photos first..let them n my small n short captions do the talking...
 swensons ice cream. it may seems lyk something normal but it's a rare chance tat we go out to eat supper together and even more rare when we eat in swensons. imagine having to pay for a family of 5! so i'll always treasure n rmb tat moment...
 dad looking at the fries we ordered. it's the rare times he lets us take his picture..
Okay...so the pictures have done enough talking and now it's my turn... well, yes. after watchin Rush Hour 3, my siblings n i met up wid my mum n dad and went to eat swensons. wanted to go cafe cartel to eat cakes but their cakes were sold out so quickly. oh well. went there n had a great time. n their new menu is super huge! 21 new ice creams n 27 new dishes (so many??) n i'm waiting for the day Khalis treats me to ice cream! haha..right?? :P earn so much money muz share alright?? :P JK. but glad your eyes are okay now =) so NDP was jus over. the soprano singer sang so HIGH! man..i'm glad i wasn't there tho. wouldn't want my ears to hurt. then, i also question myself if there is a need for a soprano singer. and did u watch the parade on tv? noticed 2 skaters fell? one was the main character: fish and the other was jus a performer. wad's more, when the commentator was saying tat the skaters (referring to the fish n his 2 other companions) were chosen for their remarkable skills, fish fell on the platform. man. if i were him, i wld be so embarrassed! of all performances to fall, he fell on the actual one! but he regained his posture quickly and went on to his normal stuffs. n hui ming was also tellin me tat at the final scene when they were singin another song, tat fish's face looks twisted because he stood in between 2 soprano singers! man! but it was quite cool how they were selected. not thru interview but approached by their organisers during their normal practice! isn't tat cool??? well, wei hao was usher over there so he gets to see every fireworks. i wanna be usher nxt year too! i hope they wun mind my PR background! oh! i find the other song wid alot of "will you" in the lyrics much nicer than the actual NDP song! that "will you" song is so meaningful and so uplifting! i think it shld be the original theme song la! n that song "the place where i belong" is pretty insulting. when you list down all the other cities names..it's jus pretty insulting. lyk saying tat the other cities are not good enough and tat singapore is the best. so snobbish. the "will you" song spurs one on (: well, today at chr, the number of guests was amazing. it's good. been such a long time since i've seen so many ppl. but also made me conscious abt wad i play (on the keyboard) tat at times, i found my fingers trembling and searching for the keys to press. tis isn't a good sign for it means tat my focus is off. muz learn frm wad ben said tat the goal and focus of worship is on God (: n today, there was this youth tat boldly came to chr..her name is tsin xiu. she knew our chr thru street e n guess wad? she accepted christ today thru our evangelicial msg!!! boy! isn't tat cool n great! really thank God! hallelujah! sam's leaving tml to USA. nice. made her a card and got all the youths to sign. wasn't easy man. running arnd and asking ppl to sign n write a msg. haha. limited the amt of time i can spend wid tsin xiu too. but i'm glad i hit the colours spot-on. i know she likes green but i jus chose orange to paste on the other side cos it looks striking. little did i know she likes orange too! cool! stay safe over there in USA sis! well, got another 6 geog essays to write. n done 3 thus far. will try again to do some more. but i think i'll ask for extension again. sigh. it really irritates me doing these geog essays. i know it's for my own good but it compromises the time i can spend on revising more impt subjs lyk chem n phys n maths!! besides, the geog exam is aft hols and i can spend sept hols studying for it. but not for phys n chem n maths! they're b4 sept hols! sometimes, i jus feel lyk telling teacher but i think twice. there's no way to argue my way thru except to keep asking for extensions so i can spread out my time spent on these essays. it's for our own good la..for our own good. < p>talking abt sept hols, khalis wil be away in brunei thru-out my sept hols. boo. so sad. haha. but jus gotta accept it. it's part of the officer course man. i guess i shld be expecting more and longer stay of these overseas trip. jus hope tat it wun have too much of a negative impact on our frenship (: stay safe man!okay. i guess tat's all i have to say. thanks for sticking arnd (: prelims in 2 weeks time for me! all the best for the ppl in ACJC whose prelims are starting tml! study hard n i'll be praying for you! cheers! --------------------------------- |
it's ZEN Stone plus 2GB! got it for $50 only! bought it frm one of our sch mates who din want the mp3! yay! it was great! 2GB! imagine the number of songs i can put inside! can finally put some of the christian songs n corrine may! haha. mine is lime green. it's extremely small! length covers only 3 fingers and it's breadth is only 1.5 segment of one finger! it's very light too! i was surprised at how technology advanced to give such a small gadget man! yay! haha.
And we also catch the fireworks this year! the preview of course. both of us stayed home to catch the show on tv. don't the fireworks look splendid? 