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Saturday, April 30, 2011 @ 2:04 am [fyp project selection]
As I select my final year project (fyp)...from all the profs. And reading up the write-ups. And DOING my own write-up. I realised I really need God. I need Him very badly and so badly. I don't know how to choose. I don't know what to choose. I can't make a decision. I don't know what is a good decision. I don't know if I should take up the project. And I don't know how to do my write-up. It really isn't easy doing the write-up and either trying to sell yourself or trying to say how enthusiastic you are in the project. It gets scarier everytime I write it--that I just might be promising more than what I can deliver. Write-up aside, I feel the need more when I need to decide what project to take. Whether I should apply for this or that. And I really don't know what to do. I need you God. I really need you. Please give me a verse that I can hold on to. Give me a verse from your Word that I can rely on, ponder and think about for this stuation. --------------------------------- Friday, April 08, 2011 @ 11:21 pm [project]
I handed in the MS3005 1st Draft today. It was good. It felt good. Totally relieved when I did that. That's because I spent like 5 hours doing the final touch-up and compiling it! Boy! From midnight till 5am! That sure is long and sure is in the wee hours of the morning, which I'm not used to. But there's also one other thing which I'm thankful for: Chris' company throughout the night. In each and every hour. Helping me do up the abbreviation part. Though we didn't talk about anything related to my report (like talking about The Corrs) and I didn't reply as fast as I used to, he was very patient and stuck by me throughout. I guess it's hard for him. Imagining hanging around on the com from 2am to 3am to 4am to 5am...wow! What would you do if you weren't the one doing the report? I simply can't imagine myself occupying time with something else. Haha. So I'm like super super thankful. It's been a long time since I last had company throughout the night when I'm rushing through or working late on something. My sole company is always the radio where the songs will push me through. But a person's company is definitely incomparable. Chris also kept true to his words, even hanging around until my notes were printed. That pushed the hour later to 6am. Yeah. It was sweet and it was nice. It was something I didn't expect. Really appreciate. But I do feel bad too. Cos 3 hours later, he couldn't wake up and missed his lecture. And if I were to reciprocate in like, I don't think I can :( I guess, that's why I mentioned "patience" alot. Patience is demonstrated throughout, and it's something that I have to work on. So here and now, boldly I say, thank you Christopher! --------------------------------- Tuesday, April 05, 2011 @ 1:04 am [school term]
As I was looking at my calendar today, I realised that it's 4 weeks before exams start. Time sure flies. I remember that in year 1, this mark of "4 weeks to exam" is crucial. It's a stark reminder that exams are coming and that revision for it HAVE to begin. Right now, I'm in year 3. And yes, it's still a stark reminder. But it's hard to start revision now and doing the past year papers. Because there are simply much more to catch up on and do. Priorities in life has changed. Social circle is also wider. And there are dynamic changes to cope with. Yet, nonetheless, I'm still reminded that the school term is coming to an end. So quickly. It just felt like Jan only yesterday. It felt like the start of school term. It felt like I just returned from overseas. This school term had indeed passed quickly. Too fast. I've yet to cope with changes. And I don't think I ever will. Sigh. Oh well. Okay. Just a shout out that it's fast. Soon it'll be summer hols once again. --------------------------------- |