aiyo. dunno wad's gotten into me. communication gap? recently, every morning when i wake up, i'll always quarrel wid my mum. i dun understand why. maybe it's cos of my stupid stubborness. sumtimes she always say things last min wan. lyk today. suddenly say want to bring me down coffee bean to eat lunch dere. wah. i was piss la. cos i have already in mind plans tat i wanna do today. den suddenly she throw this in n say she wanna bring me down Borders down dere sum more. wah. i hate last min planning lyk tat. i always hate them. i told my mum many times already not to do this kind of last min planning den tell me. esp abt hol trips. yet she still do this. totally piss, i still insisted on carrying out wad i intended to do n refused to go to coffee bean. cos of it, we quarreled. i still am not going down today. hmph. this is jus one example. but. dunno wad's wrong wid me la. dunno whose fault is it either. dun wanna think abt.

btw, i got posted to SAJC. was not so happy tho. wanted ACJC. AC's cut off is 10pts. i think SA too. so am appealing for AC. ytday, wanted to do so la. den got ready all the doc even purposely photocopy sum of them. went all the way to sch under the hot sun, fill up the form, printed it out on the spot den realised tat i forgot to bring the photo of myself!! wah! tat's another thing tat piss me off. i couldn't believe i jus miss tat one thing b4 i complete the form. wad a wasted trip. wad's more, it's so warm!! n they mentioned tat application widout a photo will be considered incomplete n will not be taken into consideration. wah. stupid me.

last nite, i have a good tok wid khalis on msn. good but short. we were discussing whether we can control our feelings. can we? tell me wad u think! n we were toking abt how personality links to feelings. if anybody has anything to say abt this, drop by an email or tag!

ytday, he also msg me n ask me which sch i'm posted to. i was surprised cos i tot he din wanna tok to me. but well, jus replied n asked a bit more. but i initiated the closure of the convo. i felt kinda stupid doin it but i think it's cos i was piss wid how he responded to me last time which makes me not wanna tok to him anymore. but den again, at nite when i was thinking abt it, i tot tat perhaps i should use tat opportunity to tok more. but wad else can i say? i jus feel upset tat he treated me tat way. n also, i'm afraid if i start toking again, i'll become direct again den start to agitate him till he regrets sending the msg over in the first place. man...i dunno la. it's very difficult to guess wad's on his mind.

ok. tat's all i gotta say. bye