hey blog. was jus reading one of my primary school fren's blog. it was nice. she toked abt her camp n how God convicted her n brought her right before His presence. Amen to tat! she cried. which reminds me of when the last time i was convicted to tears. it was so long ago. i wonder why it never happen again. is it cos i haven't been listening wid all my heart? wasn't listening closely wad God wants to say? having too many distractions in my life? is my spiritual life stagnant? i dunno Lord, speak to me n help me draw closer to you.

jus receive a Christmas card from Hui Hui. makes me feel so guilty. this is the 2nd christmas card i received. sigh. better go write back cards to them.

had a great time last night. tot i couldn't go out n eat dinner wid my fren but in the end, mum allowed. i was supper happy. went out wid Ken. Ben's fren. it's been a long time since we last met. so it was totally nice to see him again...with more hair. haha. he spiked it too! wid wax. aft helping out at a party at church, i went to CCK library n read a book tat i brought along. wearing a sleeveless shirt, i was freezing cold over there. then, when i saw Ken wearing a long sleeve shirt, wah, i totally shivered. gee. psychology. then, we hurried down to the food juction downstairs. last nite, on msn, i was joking wid him to treat me dinner but in the end, he still did. but i paid for his drink. cos i was shivering badly, i asked him to order for me my fishball noodles. nice. warmed my hand wid the steam while waiting for him to buy his food. while watching him queue, i started observin him. he has certainly grown...the whole body outline makes him look lyk 230plus but his hair makes him look younger. it's very cool n mature. haha. had a nice dinner, toking abt his trip to HK too. den, when he say he wanna get a drink, he said stand up, get a drink den sit at another place. hmm. was quite surprised but went along wid the idea.

in the end, we went arnd wid the drink in his hand. i ate fruits instead of taking a drink. we jus simply walked to all the levels while toking n chatting. bumped several times too. haha. den when i went to the toilet ont he hightest level, i was surprised to hear piano playing. it's lyk behind me. interesting. a young kid playing sum old nursery rhyme. yup. anyway, frm there, we walked down n entered almost every shop. it's nice to window shop. it's been a long time since i did tat. glad he din feel weird cos when i was in the stuff toy section looking at the various cartoon characters, i'm glad he was looking too. n commented. makes me not feel guilty of bringin him to the shop. toked abt several cartoon characters too. haha. he dislikes betty boop. ya. it was a nice experience shopping wid him.

went down to NTUC to buy water. wow. he bought a 1.1 litres water n he finished more than half of it by the time he reaches the MRT station. actually, aft buying water, i wanted to go sit at Food Junction n chat more wan. den he reminded me of the time. so sad. i tot it was only 8 plus but it was 9.37pm. so late! wished time past slower tat day. i got a big shock n started to worry cos i dunno if mum will scold me. she din call to chase me but i was thinking she may be silently mad n wun allow me to go wid my frens at nite again. so went home wid him sending me off at the gate there. reached home n saw my mum watchin tv. i say sorry but she still ask why i take so long to eat dinner. haha. u noe, a dinner is never a dinner cos there's bound to be shopping. u can't possibly expect 2 ppl to sit there all the way till so late rite? reached home at 10.15pm. luckily, mum wasn't angry. hehe. but kinda worried abt the nite when i go down to see Danny carol. think i'll reach home later though. anyway, when the time comes, i'll worry n plan carefully. anyway, hope Ken's toes will quickly be okay.

Toking abt Danny, it makes me rather excited. lyk can't wait to see him again. from xin min sec sch so i hardly get to see him. the last time i saw him was durin his Student Council Investiture. he's a very nic guy. a gentleman wid all the manners. well, most i guess, jus lyk Ken. actually, Ken was the first guy i met who is so gentleman. nice. Jeremy is 2nd, as expected due to the upbringing n Danny's the 3rd. Quite happy tat gentlemen are still around. haha. anyway, going down to see his performance at Raffles Hotel tml nite. sigh. but will be goin alone. anyway, hope i can keep myself un-bored den. n hope there is time for both of us to catch up. but i certainly have to think twice abt letting him send me home or at least to my station. cos one risk is tat he'll miss the last train n another risk is him reaching home late. besides, he has performance the following nite too. hmm...anyway, going yw house later but rainin so heavily now!! grr...anyway, hope it'll be a good time of catchin up.

oh ya. fell sick wid a bit of sore throat. hope it wun worsen n i'll quickly get well!!