What a bright n sunny weather today! jus looks fine to go swimming later! ok. had a great time ytday evening. it was a bit cool. so no one was swimming. i figured out tat the ppl think the water may be too cold to swim. so with my Hp, mp3 n Bible in my hand, i went downstairs to lie down on those chairs where ppl sunbath. listening to the songs n gazing up at the sky covered with clouds, it was an awesome moment. the moon was out too. it was a crescent moon. it was shining brightly too. sitting there, i thank God sliently in my heart. really jus praising Him n thanking Him for creating earth n me to live in this place. although this place is filled with much evil n darkness, yet, i had known God n therefore can live in the light. then, thinking on, it reminds me of the messages in the camp i attended recently.

lookin at my Bible n reading a passage, it toks abt His glory n believing in the unseen. coincidentally or not, the song tat was playing was also toking abt His glory n majesty n giving my all to Him. woah! i tell ya. it was nice. real nice to see God speaking to me in so many ways. haha. there n then, i re-commited my life to Him. may He forever use me n may I forever be yielding to His voice n His voice alone!

Not long later, a young child dropped a ball into the pool. i decided to help retrieve it but not by jumping into the waters though. so i created ripples to push the ball to the ends of the pool. when it was quite near my reach, i stretch out my hand. being an impatient gal, i used my finger-tips n touch the surface of the ball. aiyo! jus as i had feared, the ball went in the opposite direction. n all because of wad? me being too impatient! so i used my hand to create ripples n push it to the other side. cos i noe that if it went to the waterfalls there, it is impossible to get it back again. finally, on my second attempt, i got the ball back. this time, i waited till it is more of within my reach n so catch hold of the ball. nice. it was relieving to hold the ball again.

i think, wad i can draw thru this is tat the Lord is teaching me patience. lyk telling me to be patient n not be so anxious to get back on track n be frens wid him. sigh. many a times He spoke to me thru many ppl n events not to be impatient but i always forget. it's bad. i think no patience is bad cos patience is one of the Fruits of the Spirit. Yup. pray tat i'll learn to be more patient n wait.