hi blog! I noe i haven't blog for 5 days now. rite?? so many things happen! N mind u, I haven't been online on msn for quite sum time already. haha. lyk i said, many things happened. so i think this may be a long entry? i think only.

to begin off, today was the last day Jeremy is in SAJC. this Jeremy is my class's jeremy not my church. though it was a real short time knowing him, but i'm glad i toked to him n know him better b4 he flies off to australia. i really hoped to sent him off at the airport, jus lyk wad i did to the other jeremy. however, the flight time do not permit. his flight is next tue, 9am. today's his day in SAJC cos he din wanna go to sch on mon. i'm glad he stayed till aft PE lesson. cheered us on while we do our 2 rounds. yeah! shook hands. wish him well. it was unbearable. another fren who's leaving to do Foundation Studies. it's tough la. jeremy yeung flew off last dec and now, this jeremy, jeremy lim is flying off. super sad. though it's only 2 frens, but it seems alot. sigh. jeremy also told me he read my blog. haha. i think he read 2 entries back frm this one.

Ok. 2nd thing. I met Elias today again!! yeah! i met him the other day while walking to the gallery, waitin for nigel. he told me he's waiting for a fren in history. since nigel is in hist class too, i asked if we can wait together. he told me he's wandering arnd the sch aimlessly. it was the first time i had ever toked to him. so, not wanting to take things too fast, i suggested goin up the staircase i had never been b4 n explore it. he was alright with it n so we toked while goin up. i tot it'll reach a dead end, preferably the entrance to the roof but it was the entrance to the tennis court! finally, i saw how the tennis court looks lyk! 3 nets. nice. big. bright. it's on the highest floor of the sch building. nxt, walked down n hang on the 2nd floor where we can see the canteen frm on top. when there was silence, i try to control myself n not ask so many qns lest i piss him off or rush into things again. sigh. i'm always super excited over making new frens. haha.

Today, i met him at a different. i was bored again. aft me, jun jie, jarryl, pamela, yi mei, ansley n another guy play pictionary, i was bored cos there is half hour left to the orientation for Entrepreneur Club. so i decided to hang out at the library. den when putting my bad down, i tot i saw the outline of Elias at a far corner outside the library alone. i saw a guy walking in tat direction den i was jus abt to enter the library tat i realised tat the guy is heading to a stairs behind him. so elias is alone. ha. so i walked over n greeted him. we stood there n look at Shawn n Brandon n another guy play bb. also can roughly see ppl in the caf. at one time, brandon jus happen to look up. he saw me n waved. haha. glad he still recognise me! anyway, it was quite windy n there is a good view! it was nice n relaxin. aft probing elias, i discovered he's waiting for a fren again. haha. to go wid him to the Fitness Club. yup. he din go for orientation but nvm. i explained roughly wad they do tat day n am glad he's joinin tat club. i tot he was an atheltic but he was formerly frm BB. so, once again, we chatted a bit more. he told me more stuff abt himself widout me asking. good. i dun think it's nice to tell here hor. okay. i shall keep it in my heart. but i think he's a good sprinter when i saw him run today during PE.

When it was time to go, i walked wid him to the gym. on the way there, he commented tat i have a large network. he's not the first one to say tat. actually, do i really have a large network? i dun think so leh. it's jus tat i rmb alot of ppl's names but tok a bit to them only. dun really noe their character etc. i hope to know more ppl at a deeper level! starting frm my classmates, of course! Ok. so showed him roughly the faces of those guys who turned up for fitness club orientation the other day. glad i had the time to spend wid him =)

so many para for the 2nd thing on elias! haha. dun get me wrong man. okay. 3rd thing. is there a third thing? er. went for orientation for entrepreneurship club today, as i mentioned earlier. it wasn't tat nice. once again, i'm the only girl =( But nvm. i got Chai to company me. met him at fitness the other day. talked more to him too! know him slightly better. i dun think i'll join tat club though. i think business is not my type. sigh.

okay. 4th thing. i made new frens again. haha. i made 2 new frens jus thru nigel n thru nigel's fren. okay. brandon is nigel's direct fren n slyvester is nigel's indirect fren; brandon's fren. sly is a nice guy. he ask for my name instead of me asking him! tat's nice. hardly see a guy who takes the initiative. i tot i'll jus wait to see if i'll be the one who do the asking or him. haha. know they're frm maris stella. commented on their shirt too. at least we had sumthin to tok abt! haha. i did chem at the same time. can hardly concentrate though. but well, at least it shuts me up n jus makes me listen to their conversation n not givin too many comments. i dun lyk to interupt guys when they are toking. well. tat's 2 new frens!

5th thing. went for maths lecture. wid jeremy lim. jonathan n david was tailing behind me. so when i entered, the ppl who took the econs lessons were already seated. nevertheless, there were still empty seats. so i took a seat beside jeremy who was beside a nan hua guy whom i had never met b4. den while i was settling in n all, the guy behind me said tat i was sitting on another person's seat. but originally, there wasn't anything on the seat to say tat the seat was occupied. but i din wanna n argue n all n decided to jus move out n find another place to sit. but jeremy stretched out his arm n stopped me frm packin up. he then argued saying tat there wasn't an indication n tat anyone can take tat place then. but the guy sitting in the back row said tat he was instructed to watch n reserve tat seat for her. jeremy wanted to argue summore but i stopped him. cos it almost seemed lyk it's goin to explode anytime. so i stopped jeremy n wanted to leave. but jeremy was a nice n good gentleman. he gave up his seat for me n left the seat. he sat alone on the row opp the aisle. i felt quite bad though yet grateful.

6th thing. at the math lecture, i noticed this nan hua guy sitting beside me. so i think the conversation started wid me asking how many nan hua ppl in sajc n where they usually go n abt RV n travelling time etc. den he began to tell me abt him goin for clubbing 0_0 I was totally surprised la! but i din show my shock expression though. i think it gave him the wrong signal that i'm ok wid it but in actual fact, i'm not. anyway, he was tellin me he was given 2 bucks a day n lyk tat, he can still go clubbin where 1 drink is abt 10bucks plus? wah! den he was tellin me abt how he spends the time on a normal sch day in sec 4. ha. slps in sch wan. go home at 1/2am. haha. it was nice. we toked while the lecturer was tokin tho. but i still can understand wad the lesson was abt. dun worry.

we toked almost as if we had seen n known each other b4 when in actual fact, it's only the first time we met each other. even till now, i had not seen him yet. throughout our conversation, i dunno his name. only when it was time to leave do i find out his name. towards the end of the lecture/conversation, he told me he was once a christian but now a free thinker. i wanted to go more into it but time din permit n he dun seem lyk he wanna tok abt it either. sad. he told me he's tryin to be anti-social. but i dun think so leh. i can tok quite well wid him though.

n when i took out my cal, he was saying tat it was nice. i tot it was a compliment but no. he's trying to tell me tat he also got the same cal as me. both of us bought it jus for the o lvls. n he complimented on the G-tec pen tat i use. ha. he also used the same pen. he was quite surprised to see me use as many dun use tat brand but i had to disappoint him saying tat i only used them during mindmaps n lectures. ha. anyway, he's not bad a guy la. his name is also David. hope to see him arnd some day! n tok to him too!

7th thing. the audition. all went well. in my opinion. the lord gave me calmness tho i was nervous n shaky in the beginnin, as always. 2 parts: interview n audition. SK was one of the first few to be interviewed. n when he came back, i asked him for sum qns they asked n try to prepare a bit. ha. first, there was prayer. my voice was pretty shaky. den they ask abt my christian life n abt me goin to church, born into a christian family etc. den they ask abt my quiet time--how often i do it n wad i usually do. glad i was initially beginnin to grow closer to God n do quiet time. one thing i had learnt frm there n they asked me to tell them of one break thru exprience i had wid God. n also why i choose to join the Live Concert. yup. 2 ppl interviewed me. the guy was nice but the gal wasn't. n i kept repeating the words "Glorify God's name" i can't think of any other words! that's all i can say though. it's one of the reasons why we live here on earth!

The audition part was okay. asked me to play 3 songs. Take me deeper, Jesus shall take the highest honour n Shine Jesus Shine. the first song, i guess, is to know roughly how i play. there were 2 ppl singing. i sang along too. n the 2nd song, they want to hear more of my fill-in. but i think i din really fill in alot though. it was all written in the score so i jus tried my best. den for Shine Jesus Shine, they wanna see my rhythm. when it came to my fav part where there is nice rhythm tat uncle henry taught me, i was super happy to show them i know how to play wid tat skill. den suddenly they stop me. so sad. i tot i could play sum more. i was jus beginnin to immerse into the song. anyway, dunno if it's a good thing or a bad one. sigh. okay. all in all, it was not bad. jus pray tat God's will be done. whether i get in or not. the result will be out on Mon!!

8th thing. went to have dinner wid nigel at bukit timah market aft the auditions. nice. called conray n zhen guang to join us but they can't make it. we also called late. so had a good chat. ate food, of course. den went off to our separate ways.

Okay. tat's abt all tat i wanna say. 8 things uh? okay. take care n see ya!