okay. anyway, had a great day today! okay. it wasn't as hectic n tiring as ytday. n i brought pictionary again n had fun playing wid the gals n jarryl though it was only for a brief 20mins-30mins. cos we had to eat first n go SC den settle down n get the board n papers. yup. but all in all, it was fun. invited victor along n glad he came. glad my classmates are friendly too so they din really leave him out? tat's how i perceived. n i din noe victor can draw well! it was his first time playing pictionary if i'm not wrong, n he drew popcupine. ha. n sum of my classmates comment on his drawing. hmm. perhaps he's comparable to elias who also draws very accurately? haha.

anyway, chem prac was a bit weird. got a weird answer n finally after discussing wid mrs leow, we concluded tat the new toothpaste we tried on is too alkaline. hmm. kodomo. it's a kids brand n is for kids to use. of course it'll be alkaline! haha. wad else? den we heard tat the posting results came out already! got a shock! n liane went into VJC jus as she hoped for. so after prac, all of us rushed to the library where there are computers. amazingly, word spread arnd n by the time i went to the library, there were many grps of J1's at the library, flocking arnd the computers!

i told pam tat i want to be near her when she sees her results but i wonder where i went to when she checked it. cos suddenly, she came up to me n said, "Sharon, i got into SAJC" I couldn't believe my ears! cos hers is a shaky case n i was so so so happy tat she entered SAJC! i'll still be able to see though she n i may not be in the same class. but all in all, i'm glad she entered here as she wished. gave her a hug but she really hugged me hard. ha. wished i could do the same but my stupid hand was holding on to my hp. anyway, i got into SAJC too! good. as expected. i think i'm beginning to lyk SA alot so i'm satisfied wid my posting! oh! dun ask me why i can get my results earlier. heard tat it's cos my sch's library got this webby where we can log in n check it out but heard tat later on, the lib took down the webby. so i can't checked for yw, sh, zg, sk n jamie. oh! thank you Lord for these postings esp for pam's one! jus hope tat u'll comfort chen san, darren n ming wei too.

okay. so met up wid victor n went to mac's as planned. din go to the new balcony though. will check it out someday! okay. ate there n wow..victor forgot to bring his money again. ha. anyway, good chat over lunch n conc on studies. but not for him cos i keep disturbing him. ask him qns, ask him to explain concepts to me. i feel so bad. i noe he doesn't want me to but i jus feel it tat way. i dun lyk to bother ppl. besides, he had only done 10qns in 2 hrs. tat muz be way below yr average working speed, right victor? i noe u're reading this....hi! i'm really having second thoughts of goin to study wid you again cos i really slows u down. haha. which makes me wonder, in my own fantasy world, tat if only Ken was free n not busy/tired aft ns, den he can coach me in studies. den i dun nid to trouble my j2 seniors!

but well, i can't say tat i'm not happy tat i finally cleared my maths concepts wid one more time of explanation, right? but i think i feel grateful the most. i'm glad God sent me a fren who helped me in my studies today. n not jus studies but also in my spiritual life. it's indeed comforting n encouraging n really a wow feeling to hear testimonies frm victor. i'm glad he was willing to share wid me. n really, i can't help but repeat tat i'm really encouraged. yup. wad went thru my mind was this: 1. how great God's love is to us, whether we are in His family or not. 2. praise to God for how He'd worked in his life 3. a reminder once again that no matter how adverse the situation may be, God will turn it arnd n use it for His own good will. we may never see it at tat time but we'll see it when we look back. besides, when we look back n see all the goodness tat God had done, we'll gain confidence to move forward. tat's wad i'd learned too! 4. finally, testimonies are really a great source of encouragement! it reminds me of last time when i'd first heard testimonies frm sumone of my age--frm timothy. i was jus as encouraged as now, so i'll be ever so determined to share one when the time is right n when God sends me an opportunity. but still, lifestyle evangelism is the best testimony one can give. yup. our hearts n our attitudes.

hmm. victor commented tat i din share much. yup. i dun deny it. i dunno why but the one of the things tat come to my mind when he started sharing was tat i have no story to tell. it's quite disturbing when tat tot entered my mind. n later on when reading the purpose driven life, i realised tat it's actually the devil playing a trick on me! he was the one down there telling me tat i got no story to tell n so discourage me. actually, i do have. the author encouraged us (readers) to search n think n gave us guidelines. yup. indeed i have. hmm. i rmb i've written down sumwhere the events in which the lord has helped me thus far. i think..oh! it's in my other diary. ha. yup. okay. so i'll go check it out there!

okay. so left mac's at 530pm arnd there. n met rayson there. den victor met his own frens. overheard many conversations frm the next table which ain't so pleasant to the ear. victor said nxt time go library study. okay. met isa-re! i haven't learnt how to spell her name yet. was happy to see her again. i was looking out for her these days. but forgot to ask her abt her family back in bangkok since it's so unsettled there. hmm. okay. another train of thoughts tat came while i was on my way home was how God sends frens to my life. ha. i rmb, the prev entries i was complainin abt frens n all but today, i see the good side of it? experience the joy of having frens n gave me a heart full of thankfulness. n i'm really happy tat in victor n my conversation, we really involve God. it's the first time i had a conversation which so involves God. thinking hard, though i have many frens who are older than me (but still in the teenage years) n a christian, we dun really tok much abt God. joshua, samantha, deborah, nicholas, benjamin, matthew...well, okay. got a few la. muz admit, le jing, jeremy n sabrina. but not as much as wid victor? yup. pray tat God will continue to be involved in our conversations!