went back to CTSS. so nice to be in clementi again! n meet up wid many 4e1 ppl. mostly those taking prize one. see. my class got many ppl do well. din noe quite a no of them went to JJC. interesting. n as expected, a handful went to ACJC. took a picture between the SA ppl n the AC ppl. haha. at the flag pole there. pui yoke n i also took one photo at the flag pole there to remind ourselves of our duty last time. i feel lyk doing tat duty for SA too! but jus a pity i can't raise singapore flag anymore. but i dun mind raising the sch flag! i'm good at it too! =P

anyway, took a nice photo wid sh pulling my tie n i holding on to her collar. haha. funny photo. will send it to u soon, sh! n catch up a lot wid lek teck n christine as we were the 4e1's who sat at the back waiting for the prize presentation n all. so chatted alot n lik teck lyk to suan ppl la. say my ex n christine's ex. terrible guy. hmph. but glad tat my ex went up n get prize n all. well. he did well. but din get to tok to him. it seems lyk he's avoiding me. din even smile, din even wave, din even nod. sigh. wonder wad's wrong wid him. sigh. oh well. jus hope tat he's doing fine in acjc!

after tat, met yi xian! boy! wasn't i happy to see him! luckily i called him before he left sch totally! so toked n walked up wid him to the hall to see the speech day art n discuss a bit wid him. he's doing h2 art n enjoying it! yeah! real happy for him. n glad he's aiming to start his a level art now. so well, hope to check on him soon =p okay. so wad's next? walked arnd the sch wid him lor. not the upper levels as i'm afraid. wanted to take photo but he refused cos he say his face's condition has worsened. so anyway, toked n chatted wid him.

met yann ming along the way to mac. met yw n sh there in mac n had a good time eating n chatting. haha. n i was lyk so direct tat yann ming n yi xian are not invited to join us. haha. but well, i figured out the other 2 gals wun lyk it cos it's always the 3 of us n we haven't met up for a long time! so ate together. the gang-of-10 was also in mac's at the other side. toking abt yann ming. haha. took photo wid him in the same place. haha. was interesting n a memory! but well, unexpected action from him. yup. anyway, when i left mac's, i greeted yi xian goodbye n he was lyk pestering me to stay back wid him a while. i was shocked. i wonder why suddenly he wants my company so much. last time, he wasn't lyk tat. he was lyk tapping my fingers and giving me tat whinning sound. haha. but sorry! gotta go company sh. i promise her. besides, i miss her too! yup yup. haha. another time yi xian!

okay. tat's all for speech day 06. now for the house council. yeah! i got in to the 7th house council! 7! nice number! i lyk it! did a "speech" which was a newscaster thing. "interesting way" is wad ppl say. okay. thanks peeps. how i do my campaigning? give out shaved pencils wid the words "vote for sharon", stickers wid yellow background cos of use of highlighter to colour it n brouchures. n had to personally go to the classes to give them out. was afraid but glad there's ruth to company me n give me support. down here, would personally lyk to thank ruth, alison, ansley, jannah, xiao wei, dannilah. yup. thanked them when i was givin my "speech" esp ansley whom i elaborated more. but she said she felt embarrassed. haha. but it's the best way i can show my appreciation! n thank victor too =)

okay. wad else? er...was afraid tat i can't get in aft i'd given my speech cos i was nervous initially. but well, thank you Lord! thanks for seein me through, for always being there n letting me know tat i can depend on u n turn to u when i'm stress up n worried n all cos u noe me best! n thanks for exchanging all my worries tat i lift up to u into comfort. n i learnt alot too! to depend on u n learn the meaning of committment! yes! thank you God!

so ppl working wid me are glen, chuan kai, khalid n christine--the ppl whom i have expected. oh! n thanks to all who voted for me! now pressed to quit sports club by the 6th house council. i'm unwilling to do so n still considering. n been busy wid all the hse com work now. cos sports day is tml. muz get the cheers n collaborate n work wid the 7th hse n pius only oontact me n i have to contact the rest n quite difficult to get the attention of khalid n chuan kai. n wad else? alot la. msg till my sms count burst already. n jus alot to handle plus my studies n tutorials. yup. tat piled up alot till i broke down today n cried on the way home. i told myself not to cos victor was beside me n din want him to worry but jus did it anyway. told myself tat it's btw me n God so put victor one side first. cos to me, crying is one of the ways i cry out to God. yup. so poured out my heart to God. a good relieve from all the stress n i rmb very clearly wad i asked Him when i was crying. yes, so now i feel so much better already. glad i cry it out. but sorry victor for making u frightened n worried. i was also wondering n afraid tat i'll see u in tears when i opened my eyes. haha.

anyway, he fell sick now. head, stomach n... well, hope he'll be okay tml. lord, please let him be okay tml. please heal him n make him well again so he'll have strength for tomorrow. grant him a good rest tonight too. amen.