hey. i jus hate it when mum rebutts me lyk tat. i dunno wad's wrong wid me planning ahead, even if it means a year ahead. why can't i plan? it's jus sumthing for me to think abt, sumthing tat struck me, n i jus wanna share it...den why everytime u scold me wan!!! i dun understand! it's jus a tot n a plan wad...wad's wrong wid being far-sighted. i'm lookin at the possiblities... grr. dun lyk u.

anyway, morning was good. okay la. lotz of clapping for the TEAM SAJC. woohoo! u all did well! well done! congrats! n really glad that bowling guys got first. yeah. though i wasn't there to support them ytday. sigh. wished i was there but jus couldn't make it. n once again, to the rugby team! n the hockey boys n gals n bowling gals n cricket boys. yup. thank you lord for protecting n watching over them!

last morning worship of the term. tot it'll be nice to pray wid victor but it's okay. wen long came over n i prayed wid him. interesting. but victor sure isn't happy early in the morning. n got stress up in the day. grr. suddenly i feel so immature n helpless n young. i was really at a loss at wad to do. grr. wished i know wad to do in this kinda circumstance. wad do u, victor, want me to do, anyway, when u're lyk tat? n frens, wad wld u do when u're in tat kinda situation? i hope he's feeling better now.

today's paul's bday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! u're.....16 now! cool! can watch NC16 shows. but i dun think msia got ratings. or even if have, it's super easy to cheat. in singapore too. but last time i din cheat when i was below 16. see. i so guai. hmm. i dun think i'd watched any nc16 show in singapore yet. all look so gross etc. but i did watch blade trinity when i was 15 years old! yeah! in bangkok. cool. tat show was nice! anyway, may u, paul, continue to have a close walk wid the Lord n seek him in all tat u do. hmm. sumbody going uni anyway. down there u'll see all kinds of ppl. muz stay close to the Lord k? i wonder if u'll read this anyway. hmm. if u do, tag tag k?

cell was good. wad my leader shared was wad tat God has been telling me throughout the week. good good. reiteration. went there early. do my devotions by the window. nice n cooling wind. n played some of his cds on the cool surround sound system. it was splendid. n good dinner. at first, tot it'll only be him n i. but deborah n nicholas joined us later. cool. 4 of us. tat's all. but not discouraged. wonder why le jing din come. i hope it isn't cos she'd forgotten or she wanna spend the last day of the term goin out wid her frens. hope not. if not, lyk tat she's placing frens above church which is bad bad...

LAST DAY of the term/semester! let's see wad has happened:
1. meet my new class first intake 06s11
- enojyed pamela's company
- meet wei qin! same class as me! super cool
- meet nice ppl lyk anisha, khalid, alicia, ansley, yi mei n many others
- Valent-tube proj!! Super cool working together!
- PICTIONARY peeps! every break in the SC. n taboo too! haha i still rmb the excited look n exclaimation from u all
- I MISS YOU ALL ALOT!!!
2. morning worship! good way to experience n worship God. am surprised tat He speaks if our hearts are really set right before Him
3. lecture tests n studying for them
4. house council. thank you lord
5. sports club. my proposal, the selection camp which i have soooo much fun n learning. miss you peeps too. amanda, iven, yi xiang, ru han, chuan yang, shirley, christopher, mun hon etc
6. through house council n sports club, really learn to depend n trust in God n pray about these issues
7. continue to spend time wid God despite being in the JC life
8. meet new class, 06s11!
- thanks for votin me in for the cg rep initially
- thanks for being co-operative n do ice breaker wid us initially
- lovely gals in class: ruth, alison, xiao wei, jannah, danny, ansley
- this class lyk to play carium. kinda miss pictionary
- 3 geog students: ansley, kamalesh n myself!
9. PW that is still ongoing
10. College day planning. yeah. work wid ppl. found new frens. yeah. feeling at home when i'm wid the house council members
11. study n play piano in sch
12. meet victor
- nice bro
- initially meet him n we kept talking about God n learnt alot frm each other n i was personally encouraged by it and it's still ongoing now
- really thank God for sending a loving, UNDERSTANDING, caring n helpful person to me
- there's jus too many things to say la. jus glad he go to morning worship too!

things discovered this half year tat i muz learn:
1. to be more understanding
2. to abide in God more (tat's a commitment tat i make!)
3. to to learn to let go n depend on God in the various issues faced
4. to learn to stand up under temptations
5. purity
6. self-control n discipline
7. time management
8. keep the fever for God there!
9. obedience

finally, sorry for this evening. i guess i was moody n all. hope i din offend u. hope we'll both change for the better!

holidays are starting! okay. din do much work. wanted to but sigh. cell group. but it was a worth it time. n anyway, can't do much tml either. sigh. whole day out n all. stupid. wanna start on work n clear up the mess on my table den gotta wait n wait n wait. grr. n tml is loooong day.dun lyk it. will be super tired. grr. grant me strength, lord. n help me to use my time in june hols wisely since i have about only 2 weeks to study. dun lyk the tot of it. grr. stress........