yes. study a bit today. okay. rather, studied in the afternoon today wid adrian, wen long, charles and victor. in JE library. n saw jack too. wanted to see seng loong and greet him since it's been a real long time i'd seen him. see whether he has changed but ended up seeing jack by surprise. ha. see him again. not long ago, saw him at bb stn n see him again. was talking a bit abt bio.

anyway, glad victor was beside me n we agreed last nite tat i'll ask him qns. din ask alot la. din ask maths qn. jus ask physics. here n there. but not all either. dunno if got enough time to ask all the physics qns to Mr Kan tml in 2 hours. but dunno why my mood keep swinging. one moment i was laughing n all, the nxt moment i was piss. yea. i was frustrated. i think it's physics. i dun lyk it. i still dun lyk it. i worry/wonder abt my A level physics nxt year. wonder if i'll ever pass. i muz pass it. i took physics so i'll have an additional option of taking engineering courses. if i dun do well in phys, i can't do those courses then it's wasted. if not, i would gladly take bio man. but grr. i really....I WANNA CHANGE MY PERSPECTIVE ON PHYSICS!! then i can do well. man. quick quick. help me understand the phys concepts n help me to apply it fast!!! dun wanna keep getting stuck in the qns.

glad victor was more sensitive now. as in, he'll look at me once in a while n ask if i can do etc. it makes it easier for me to ask for help. jus dun feel comfortable initiating it myself--asking him qns automatically rather than he asking me. i dunno why. but i prefer ppl to ask me if i got any qns rather me telling them i'm stuck.

sigh. one more day of practice of piano b4 wed. man. muz prac tml. muz put in more effort. dunno if i shld travel outside sch to study. i'm afraid it's waste time. jus lyk today la. stupidly took 2 buses down frm woodlands to je. shld have taken the train. the journey was 1hr la. stupid.

but the mtg was good. talk alot to kw. we chatted alot. glad to see/know he's open. he's one of the first guy i tok to online on msn. i still rmb tat. we chatted quite well on msn then. n when i was suppose to pass him something the nxt day, i told him i forgot how he looks lyk. n i still rmb he gave me a shock when he greeted me by stopping in his own footsteps. gave me quite a shock. josh n shoben was arnd too. n was looking at the other 2 n wondering if they're my classmates also. haha. those times. but aft a while, jus lost a little contact here n there. but well, here we are talking again. good good. he's good at econs peeps! go look for him if u all have trouble wid it k?

okay. anyway, good study today. goin to do some more work now. hopefully. wad else to do? suppose to do chem. chem test is lyk way b4 phys n maths but it seems lyk i'm spending most of my time on those 2 rather than on chem. bad bad. guess i'm too complacent. no no. but also tot of doing maths since i'm seeing teacher tml. hmm. dunno....anyway, take care peeps. dun fall sick. n dun stress :P