one of the first few words that babies learn to say are "papa", "mama" n "bye bye". n i wonder where the word "sorry" is taught to these young ones. next time, i would teach my child to say "papa", "mama", "sorry", "bye bye", "please" n "thank you" in tat order. sorry. this word sure isn't easy to say. so i wanna instill tat value into the child at a young age. wad comes wid this word of 5 letters is humility, confession, repentance and a promise. a promise tat u'll never do it again. yes. humility is the most impt thing. to humble oneself n admit tat he/she is wrong. it's easy to say this word when u're young. but as one gets older, pride jus gets the better of oneself n he/she jus feels hard to say tat word. i wouldn't have guessed tat i would struggle wid saying it at the age of 17. but i had to. i knew i had to say it. cos if i dun, there wouldn't be peace; between the 2 of us n in our hearts. n now, i'm jus thankful that i did.

okay. i'm glad i looked thru my maths tutorial on MI again b4 lookin thru the rev set qns. yes. den found my major mistake n attempt the qns again. this time round, can do all of them. so happy! yes! a real encouragement! =) thank you Lord

den went on to prac a CT paper of 2005 the 20MCQ qns. i expected myself to finish them in 40mins but i did it in 20mins!! yes! my this year CT got hope. okay. partly cos i skipped some qns when i got stuck..din wanna spend too much time on one qn. only got 2 hrs to do one paper which consist of 20mcq qns n 5 long structured qns. it sure isn't easy completing them in 120mins. so am worried tat i'll spend too much time on MCQ. okay. goin to give myself 30mins on tat day to do MCQ n 1hr 20mins for the 5 qns. yes. den got checking time of 10 mins plus..do those qns tat i would skip. yup. tat's my plan.

now staring at a "plate" tat writes "commit to the Lord whatever you do n your plans will succeed" provb 16:3 okay lord. so here's my plan. take it n bless it.

okay. feeling much happier n better now. hope i'll remain this way even when i'm studying for the exams.

ha. n victor say i never mention him in the prev post. okay! so here i am mentionin you: VICTOR VICTOR VICTOR!!! happy? lol. le jing met victor in KAP today. yup. victor called me immediately when he sees LJ n LJ sms me later on. ha. interesting.

band prac was not too bad. improvise again. will have to improvise every time now. scared. dun wanna get scolded by uncle henry. n sumtimes jus can't get it rite. the notes. the rhythm. the keep-time. grr. but other than tat, it's good. oh! partly cos Joshua came!! yay! makes the band prac so much alive! jus love to play wid him! n the Holy Spirit too!

piano lesson was interesting. teacher let us watch videos of works lyk opera. not bad. but i kept drifting in n out of slp. bad. only when teacher tok then i jerk up. other than tat, i jus drift in n out. i think i was caught by teacher for she raised her voice. lol.