Injure myself twice today!! so painful! one on my finger when i was keeping the chair after piano lesson (theory) but now okay already. can still type. but tat pain lasted soooo long. den jus now, i jus hurt my toe!! so painful! i hit the curb when i was entering the room. then stood on the mat on the floor n slipped. luckily i din fall else i'll hit my head hard on the floor or the legs of the bed. man. bad bad. i dun wanna get injured! so painful. esp my fingers!! i still got a pretty long years of memories wid my piano!

toking abt it, really beginnin to enjoy n appreciate music more. ever since i went for dip classes, i learnt many many things. teacher analyse the pieces wid me n tell me the mood of the piece, the chord traids, the variation, the repetitions etc. it's jus so NICE to learnt abt all this!! is nice the rite word? hmm. no...WONDERFUL! yes! n EXCITING! yay!

was thinking on the way here to be victor's piano accompaniest for his violin exam. den was thinkin tat since he goes to a sch, they shld provide the accompaniest. den later, was thinking if i can enroll myself up wid tat sch n be a piano accompaniest for the violin/viola examiners for lower grades only. tat sounds real cool la. first, i'll get exposure to being an accompaniest, never played a real exam piece wid a violin player b4. second, money! okay. a pay-check; a salary to draw from.

but was thinkin abt wad i nid to do: first, gotta go down for all practices. tat means, if i have to play for 4 students, i'll have to go down for all 4 sessions n i have to suit their timings. which implies less time spent on studies. dunno if it'll affect my studies. n also rushing down frm after-schools. second, i'll have to prac alot. i muz perform up to standard n play it perfectly so tat i wun screw up on the actual day. third, dunno if i'll be nervous on the day of exams though i'll not be the one tested. but emotionally, i guess i'll be affected. forth, making frens wid the players. i believe in order to play a music real well n bring out the best, u gotta be frens wid yr partner. lyk wad i mention: PARTNER. tat means working hand-in-hand. n in order to work hand-in-hand, there muz be a relationship/frenship there. tat's part of the reason why i want to be victor's accompaniest; cos i noe him. besides, i have the qualification. jus nid to go for audition (i suppose) n interview fifth, got to get permission frm mum. sigh. tat is one big n hard obstacle. hehe dunno. these are jus my tots. but i think i'm still goin to ask victor to ask his teacher abt it. yay.

been busy these days. last nite went to Holland V to eat wid my cell ppl. deb, nic, matt, evelyn, kah hwee n eleena. ate in subway den went to gelare to eat. nice. the place there is nice. the ice cream is nice. esp the mint. nic gave such a big reaction la. lol. stayed there till very late. 10 pm plus. shared ice cream wid kah hwee, evelyn n eleena. 5 flavours. nice. apple crumble, rum n raisin, choc, cookies n cream, mint. when i've tasted the mint, immediately i know wad to get for my bro's bday already! treat him to the mint flavour! in PS. on tue summore. cos got half price of the waffle ice cream. plus mint is his fav n we commented tat it's nice. i hope he agrees wid the goin out. i was quite excited when i told him abt it but he was a bit non-chalent abt it. was a bit upset. sigh. go out wid me k? let me treat u. den maybe we can go shopping?? i dunno. wanted to treat u to movies too. but dun have much time n not many nice movies these days.

toking abt goin out, can't wait to go out wid my sis. hope i can go out wid her on wed? yea. when my common tests end. sigh. yes. still got phys n maths paper. rushing thru phys paper now. was looking thru work done chap n circular motion. felt so "kak" when i was jus reading n not trying any qns. jus reading the notes n my workings. i wld rather do it. prac the formulas tat i learnt. yup. sigh. but jus gotta push myself to finish reading all the notes b4 prac anything. secure myself first.

was looking at TIME mag on the bus. jus screening thru an old issue. nice. they had many articles on global warming. can't wait to read them. jus hope it'd sparked n created an awareness among many ppl n they will take action. esp the govt. i really hope they'll do sumthing abt it. dun want mother earth to die n suffer!! no!! dun want the polar bears to drown in the water n more land becomes arable. den the whole poverty cycle will still persist.

chi oral was not bad. but i screw up such a simple qn la. "wad are the probs u meet in JC life" woah! got a big shock. den dunno how to say balance n advice in chinese. stupid rite? den one of the examiners gave me a sian face. dun lyk. bleah.

jus drew up a study plan. n also realise tat it's 12 more weeks to promos (incl the hols)!!! it's so super soon la! n my study plan will only last for 7 weeks. 1 month b4 my promos, goin to draw up a different plan. ya. den after drawing it out, was really afraid. was slightly shaking. immediately committed it to the Lord. lyk wad He says n lyk wad jeremy always remind me, man may plan but the Lord excutes it. so tell Him abt it, put it in His hands n ask Him for His blessings n guidance n strength n wisdom. n also ask him not to forget to spend time wid my frens. yes. i'll be spendin lyk 3 hours a day on tutorial (esp HW) n revision of wad teacher taught tat day n prep for the nxt day's/tat week's test (if any) n i'm so super afraid i wun have enuff time; tat that 3 hrs will not be enuff. den the rest of the time is doin CT paper so i wun forget wad i learnt now. den still got my piano. looking at my schedule, i feel lyk taking away the piano prac times but i noe i can't. i jus cannot do it. if i dun prac, i'll die n teacher will look at me wid those eyes. besides, learning dip already. it isn't easy. not lyk grades where i can fake. this one can't fake wan. got a lot of techniques i nid to brush up on n muz feel wid the music; flow wid the music. sigh. dun lyk. den travelling time quite long. hope i'll rest instead of muggin on the bus. was prayin abt tat too. dun wanna get a headache. n really hope i'll reach home early so tat i'll have much time to prac piano. lyk tat my qt time wun be pushed back. else everything will be pushed back too. sigh. oh well. a part of me is scared but a part of me is also excited n feel much challenged =)