Today...sigh...rather these few days...So down n out la. Stress. But I'm glad evelyn msg over n ask abt me...said tat she saw me stress up n asked if I nid prayers. n did I mention abt eleena's encouragement card n book? They were really nice. Brought me to tears when I read the card. Yea...really glad these 2 sisters are there for me...showed they care for me.

Sigh. Really wish the hols will drag on. Not cos I wld lyk to have more free time or tat I dread lessons but I dread something else. Something tat will stay wid me for another 1 year unless it changes. I really wish God will change the circumstance. N I really wish...i wonder wad exactly I'm wishing for...I'm not too sure either. As long as the current situation doesn't stay as it for the next 1 year n tat it doesn't get worse either. Rather, get better. Really lord, I dunno wad to do everytime I'm in tat situation.

Today, met victor n 2 of his classmates for lunch. Was super quiet la. Dunno wad's wrong wid me. I think I suck today. Everything all so quiet. Met vick to study later on den shop arnd also so quiet. Went to SKS today. Nice to be back in the bookshop but got a headache while I was there. Thank God I was better when I went over to tb plaza to study for an hour. Completed one topic over there. Yay. But I spent a stupid 2 hrs in the bookshop la. I shld not have spent tat much time. Cld have used tat time to study.

Perhaps tat is why I'm stress up. Den tml I'm goin out shoppin wid deb, sab n sam. Den the whole afternoon is gone again. I dunno how to tell sab if I wanna leave as early as the time deb leaves. I hope sab will understand if I do intend to break tat news to her. I really nid to study. But I also nid a break. I dunno la. Dunno wad I really REALLY nid. A break or more time to study. Sigh. I guess, lyk wad evelyn said, dun blur blur chiong to study. Muz also take care of my body cos it's the temple of God too.

Temple of God...hmm...wad does tat mean? The spirit of God residing in me. A medium and an instrument where God can use to do His Will... yea... 1Cor 6:12-20. the phrase "temple of God/Holy Spirit" is in verse 19. yea.

Today have phys tut. Darren msg me last nite to ask wad time is the lesson but weird, he din come. Ha. Heard frm ming xian tat he overslept. No wonder I din see him on 985. but met esther n glad to tok to her. Tml is chem lesson. Oh well. Another round of xxx. Hope I’ll shop wid a willing n happy heart though. Dun wanna look glum in front of my sisters.

Thank you lord for letting me complete one topic frm 2 subjects today.

I'm tired, Lord. pls give me strength n grace n wisdom for each day.

Really battled down. Lift me up once again.