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Monday, October 30, 2006 @ 8:22 am hey ppl. okay. posting after more than 10 days of silence. wad shall i write? OP dry run 2 later. had great fun playing piano wid wei ling n pheara the other day n singing christian songs n teaching pheara how to play "think abt his love" and gave wei ling tat score-sheet. i hope she'll love tat song. not jus the melody but the lyrics.
u know something, working at OP is not too bad. quite fun. n glad the members are taking the initiative to call for mtgs. shows they're into the proj? i hope. anyway, last lap already. last sub-project working together. talking abt projects, yesterday had a good chat wid kah hwee n aunty geak hong. they told me alot of stuffs. abt how to form the planning committee and how many ppl to have n how the younger youths shld be the runners n not exactly the in-charge yet. cos muz always do the running b4 being a leader. hmm. i wonder if i'd gpne thru the running abt yet...i really wonder. it's my first time planning something for the youths. pretty scary. lord, u be there for me, wun u? n help me rmb it's always people b4 plans. thank God for the great response. 15 youths. 18 ppl in total. hope the youths wun squeeze into one villa. tat would be super squeezy but fun, actually. haha. i think the very last nite the gals will squeeze into the guys' villa (as always) if we play games at their place. quite sad tat josh, nigel n ken (sab's bf) not coming. not much fun widout them. n the guys left are my boy (reuben), nic, jethro (i hope), gabriel, jonathan (i hope), uncle clarence, ben hon, matt...tat's abt all..hmm..come to think of it, relatively alright uh? yea... ken (ben's fren) not coming. aww. haven't seen him for ages..n i mean ages. haha. he'll be workin. n ho yun not coming. got competition. sad. i tot it'll be great if he comes..he hasn't come to church for quite some time already. okay den. tat's abt all i gotta say. nth interesting la. except for one thing: dreams n plans. hmm. dream big? ask. prepared heart. open heart. scary n gives u the shudders but when God is in it, one need not fear. sigh. thinking abt sacrifices now. dun really lyk it. but God will bless an obedient heart eh? pray tat if i'm tat sacrifice, i'll jus accept it humbly. reminds me of wad eleena told me last time. if u're one of the children killed in a plague or something along tat line so tat God's name will be glorified, wouldn't yr death be worth it? yr sacrifice be worth it? yea..but it jus hurts to think abt it.. oh well. we live here on earth not for ourselves but for christ. all for you Lord! --------------------------------- Thursday, October 12, 2006 @ 6:35 pm was jus typing in "sharon for christ" into my url bar n i really wonder...sharon for christ...wad's the real meaning? why did i choose it in the very first place? it's cos i wanna remind myself everytime i typed tat in tat i am suppose to live for christ; to obey Him. apparently, when i have my own account on the com n set my homepage to my blog, i jus hardly get a chance to type it in...was hardly reminded. sigh. so am i for christ in my actions recently? or rather, for the past few months? or to think even further, for the year tat pass by so quickly such tat it's now October?
anyway, the main reason why i put up a post here ain't abt this but for another issue. sensitivity. wad is sensitivity? being considerate to others. looking at other ppl's body language n facial expression. setting yr heart to listen n look out for those arnd you. to avoid paying too much attention to the big clique sitting together at the benches talking, but rather looking at him who sits alone at the bench near the big clique but simply ain't engaging in the conversation. to go forward, sit beside him n tok to him nicely to find out wad's wrong. to know when is the right time to say wad n to know when is the right time to go forward n lend a helping hand n meet their needs. i guess these constitutes to being one who is sensitive. then, is tat why many gals prefer wad we call "sensitive new-age guys"? i dunno. perhaps then. it's nice to have a guy who's sensitive. you will know tat yr needs will be met most of the time. but did God really make guys to be sensitive? perhaps, he make ALL of us to be sensitive n training us in tat area...probably something tat we learn along our journey here on earth. n referring it specifically to the spiritual aspect, being sensitive also means to listen out for God's voice n to hear it...tat soft voice. to settle your heart down, be still, n jus listen. rmb? wad ppl always say "be sensitive to God's calling...be sensitive to His Word"...yea yea. heard tat umpteen times since young but jus tot abt wad tat meaning is...yupz *** today got back maths. was squeezing marks out. was actually lining up behind ming xian tat got 76, darren tat got 75, yong hui tat got 74 n myself tat got 73. but then, somehow, yh n mx n darren squeeze somemore marks n it became 77, 76, 75 n myself still remain at 73. sigh. oh well. but it was fun. haha. anyway, thank God tat i jumped frm 50 tp 73 now. n for helping me understand the concepts n practise hard. n thanks victor for helping me wid Maths. phys. victor spot several mistakes tat teacher mark wrongly. sad. so frm B will become a C. sad. oh well. frm my first 60 marks to 57? i think so...sigh. oh well. at least i understand my phys concepts better. but was goin thru the paper jus now n wasn't so happy. sigh. dun wanna lose passion/interest in it leh. dun wanna hate tat subject tho. else i'll suffer for the next year. i feel, it's cos God gave me the confidence b4 the phys paper tat's why i scored. hehe. chem was lousy. screwed up my niche subject. at least i passed...got 51. but i think my overall was a B. i'm glad i got a chance to tok to yh today n helped him out too. though i did the stars very lousy. but i did my best. n got a chance to tok more to him. n jordan too! the entertainer wid music! --------------------------------- Wednesday, October 04, 2006 @ 5:46 pm okay..it's in the middle of promos so why am i bloggin? cos i'm happy today! phys is my worse subject but i find today's paper not too bad. can do the long structured questions. except for 2 careless mistakes. oh well. at least most of the concept was there. but mcq was rushed..as usual. oh well. phys was good. chem was bad. my forte but i screwed it up big time. i was so super unhappy aft the paper la. screw up my niche. sigh. wasn't in the right mind. was scolding myself. ain't in the right mind to do promos then until i was "counselled" tat very day. thanks.
hmm. vulnerability. risking. presence. beauty. these are the few words tat came to my mind today..jus now. sigh. why wun i risk it? afraid. musn't be afraid to give n offer nxt time k? wadever the outcome may be, God will be in it. okay... finally, BEN N JERRY'S coming to Amazing Race!! they're selling their ice cream at $2 per scoop!!! it's cheap! much cheaper than outside! so all JC1s, please come for Amazing Race on 11 Oct! there's goin to be lots of nice game...and can run outside school too! house com will make it fun for all of u! so rmb to turn up...if not for the game, den at least come for the sake of the nice yummy Ben n Jerry's ice cream! --------------------------------- |