hey ppl. okay. posting after more than 10 days of silence. wad shall i write? OP dry run 2 later. had great fun playing piano wid wei ling n pheara the other day n singing christian songs n teaching pheara how to play "think abt his love" and gave wei ling tat score-sheet. i hope she'll love tat song. not jus the melody but the lyrics.

u know something, working at OP is not too bad. quite fun. n glad the members are taking the initiative to call for mtgs. shows they're into the proj? i hope. anyway, last lap already. last sub-project working together. talking abt projects, yesterday had a good chat wid kah hwee n aunty geak hong. they told me alot of stuffs. abt how to form the planning committee and how many ppl to have n how the younger youths shld be the runners n not exactly the in-charge yet. cos muz always do the running b4 being a leader. hmm. i wonder if i'd gpne thru the running abt yet...i really wonder. it's my first time planning something for the youths. pretty scary. lord, u be there for me, wun u? n help me rmb it's always people b4 plans.

thank God for the great response. 15 youths. 18 ppl in total. hope the youths wun squeeze into one villa. tat would be super squeezy but fun, actually. haha. i think the very last nite the gals will squeeze into the guys' villa (as always) if we play games at their place. quite sad tat josh, nigel n ken (sab's bf) not coming. not much fun widout them. n the guys left are my boy (reuben), nic, jethro (i hope), gabriel, jonathan (i hope), uncle clarence, ben hon, matt...tat's abt all..hmm..come to think of it, relatively alright uh? yea... ken (ben's fren) not coming. aww. haven't seen him for ages..n i mean ages. haha. he'll be workin. n ho yun not coming. got competition. sad. i tot it'll be great if he comes..he hasn't come to church for quite some time already.

okay den. tat's abt all i gotta say. nth interesting la. except for one thing: dreams n plans. hmm. dream big? ask. prepared heart. open heart. scary n gives u the shudders but when God is in it, one need not fear. sigh. thinking abt sacrifices now. dun really lyk it. but God will bless an obedient heart eh? pray tat if i'm tat sacrifice, i'll jus accept it humbly. reminds me of wad eleena told me last time. if u're one of the children killed in a plague or something along tat line so tat God's name will be glorified, wouldn't yr death be worth it? yr sacrifice be worth it? yea..but it jus hurts to think abt it.. oh well. we live here on earth not for ourselves but for christ. all for you Lord!