got back my GP grade! D! 52.5marks. it was good! din expect it. was quite happy and satisfied. got many first times..for the first time, my compre was 28.5. for the first time, i got all Bs for my AQ thus earnin me a high of 5/8 for it! =) thank God once again! =))

had h3 test today. boo. i was pretty upset. read the notes, tutorials, borrow 2 books to prac for them, tried some qns yet, when the paper comes, i can't do most of them...wad's more, 3 qns frm the test came frm the book. and i skipped those qns in the book cos i tot they weren't in my syllabus. ha. it isn't easy man. to filter the qns on my own. plus, wanted to see teacher b4 the test but cher not free. so missed the chance to clarify things and get concepts more cleared. i wonder wad went wrong and how to improve so tat it wun happen again. sigh. oh well. h3 really ain't easy man. thinking abt the stress now. sigh. perhaps cos prelims is jus nxt wk. argh... stressful....

felt the pain since ytday to today. when i'm alone. bad. was trying to brain-wash myself and tell myself to be happy instead. but well. i guess the bottom line is to do it wid God's might and not on my own strength. yet, i wun deny tat i have to put in effort to. so i believe it's abt "op". yea. i hope i'll really start to embrace this mindset not jus for this situation but for the events to come in the future. i jus pray tat God will be wid me now, till then and then. wanna clear my mind off this trival stuff! muzn't let it affect me...

going out to esplanade to watch lunchbox wid jeremy tml!! yay! the free show at lunch hour! plus lunch b4 that. then, study at my fav place: esp library! tat reminds me! gotta bring jacket! yups. yay. end sch tml at 11am =) great! i hope we wun be late (not lyk last time when i watched wid wei hao) and tat we'll get a good seat :) jus a time of chilling of jazz music...n a brother's company...yup..i guess tat's wad i nid! good for clearin my mind! ah...arts stuffs..been some time since i went for such prog =)