Alright. So I bet you saw the Soulmate song tat’s below. Kept hearing it on radio these few days. I lyk the way the singer sings. It’s clear. And the lyrics are quite simple. It also reflects wad most gals want in a guy—someone tat doesn’t need to be told how to love..haha. but it also brought qns to my mind. I dun quite agree wid the concluding statement. I dun think God has a plan for a soulmate for EVERYONE. I believe that there are some ppl whom God wants them to remain as single so tat they can serve God better. For example, Paul in the Bible din get married. And he was encouraging Tim not to too. But yet, Paul is not saying marriage isn’t good. After reading a book tat toks slightly abt this topic, it said tat if remaining single cause your righteousness towards God to be threatened, then, it’s better to get married. Well, I’m not saying tat one shld marry only if the commitment towards God is threatened. Nor am I saying tat one shld marry only for self-interest. But I wld say it’s a good reminder tat in marriage, God shld still be the central focus and tat they shld build each other up so that they can exercise righteousness towards God. Moral righteousness and religious righteousness. Tat’s wad Nic taught us the other time! Hee..okay. the book was insightful. Yups.

Great! I’ve finally washed the doggy. It’s been arnd un-washed for abt a year already. Was counting. N I guess tat’s why I keep getting flu recently. Cos it was on my bed beside my pillow. But I’ve been falling v sick during sept hols and was wondering why. One of the reasons was my weak immune system. But it was really a sudden bout of flu. Then I saw the doggy and it really looked dusty. So I sent it for washing! Yay! Now it’s so much cleaner! So much better. Was shocked when I saw the colour of the doggy. It’s as good as new. Yay! =)

On wed nite, the nite before my geog paper, I suddenly had this v weird feeling. The feeling of not wanting to study for geog. Was v sian of it. Felt lyk giving up. Even for A’s. felt lyk there was simply too much to cover, too much to memorise and dun wanna study for it. Was struggling throughout that nite. Kept running to my mum to tok to her. N showed her the topics needed to cover for geog. Argh. It’s really a lot. Well, I admit I was doing last-min work so I feel the pressure but then, it affected my mindset for A’s pretty badly. i knew it was wrong. Told khalis and he doesn’t wanna scold me. I dun think he shld also else it’ll be lyk “spoon-feeding” me indirectly. Givin me wad I want so I can press on. No! I muz learn how to press on and move on and motivate myself and solve this PROBLEM myself. Can’t keep relyin on other ppl….sigh. muz get rid of this mindset. I was writing this in my diary ytday. Drawing a parallel between this and wad the Bible says abt sinful nature. Jus as how God commands us not to gratify the desires of the sinful nature and to “take captive every thought and make it obedient to God”, similarly, I shld not feed on the thoughts of not preparing for A’s. not think abt it and to put tat, rather, throw tat to one side. Well. So tat’s it. This is the last time I’ll be toking abt it. N hopefully so! Go away, bad thought!!