okay. my 171st post. jus realised tat my 170th post is on 7 sept 07. wid all the 7s there. quite cool :) well. i haven't been feeling good these days :( keep having flu. every alternate day. i dunno why. immune system is pretty weak. n at the wrong time!! argh! muz get well soon gal!

met ji chen in tuition class. he's a nice guy. can clique well. n he still has tat accent when he speaks english. haha. wanted david and him to sit beside me and hui ming during tuition ytday. but there was this gal tat sat in my row. i was lyk...wad the...why do u sit on that row since u know it's hui ming and my fav row?? grr. i tried to find another row tat's entirely empty and there's enough lighting, but there isn't. so i jus sat there in tat same old row, knowing v well tat there's only space only for me and hui ming. so when hui ming entered, she was a bit surprised at why tat "stranger" sat beside me. cos she knows tat i also want the jjc boys to sit beside me. sigh. oh well. in the end, they sat in the row in front of us and we managed to tok towards the end. n glad i cld teach them one of the qns towards the end of the lesson too (: and we all walked towards mrt tgt. showed them the new way to go to mrt. hui ming was toking to ji chen all along the way so din manage to get a chance to tok to him face-to-face. well, at least i got a chance to tok to tat tall david! haha. both of them are tall anyway. both in bb and both 1.80m plus. haha. after seeing ashiq for so long, their height is still okay to me. jus feels a bit short when i stand so close beside them. well, david keeps giving me tat cute yet mature face. haha. hey man. better get disciplined and focus on studying k? btw, david was my pri sch fren. in my pri 6 class somemore! perphas, tat's why i can tok quite easily to him too. nothing to be v cautious abt. oh well. if things go okay and hui ming gets used to the jjc boys soon, i was hoping for a dinner together one day after tuition! bring them to the famous and nice claypot chicken stall at clementi! jus nearby! yay. feel so excited toking abt it (: hopefully, it wun crash wid my cell and it'll be after prelims. not too near A's else we'll all be slightly unwilling. and perhaps, after A's too!! =)

yesterday, at cell, deb brought her fren Alice! it's nice to have her company. frm msia. jus came down. n surprisingly, my age! jeremy's and le jing's age too! =) i'm glad she can get used to us and can understand during our bible study at cell. we all went out for supper for prata too. as a celebration for nic's last cell grp mtg wid us b4 he entered ns. yea. it was nice. and the youths eat so much la. we all ordered drink and prata but the adults ordered drink only. and uncle clarence treated. one day man. one day, muz return this favour/blessing to them. well, alice is attendin wesley methodist chr, i think. wid her uncle. well, at least she's attending a chr. but she's more than welcome to join us. it was a bit hard to keep the convo goin. i also dunno why. dunno wad's wrong wid me these days. a bit hard to keep convos going when toking/making new frens. sigh. perhaps i'm losing tat outgoing personality? or maybe cos i was disturbed tat day; at tat time when i entered cell; entered the hse. thank God for letting Jeremy teach me, over dinner, wad it means to let go and how we shldn't let things tat happen arnd us affect us. shld jus hand it all to God. he reminded me of the song "God will make a way" and ask me to look intently at the lyrics..yeah...all to God. not easy but all to Him. shldn't let it be affected.

cell was good. on worry and...masters. yeah. worry was the one tat left a big impression in us cos it's the last topic we covered. and we had a long discussion on masters and pursue and desire for money. yeah. well, all up there in head. dun wanna spill it out lest i forget once i let it out. okay. so tat's abt it. thank God for nicholas! for leading us in many cell grp bible study! thank God for his creative ways and letting us be able to comprehend the message easily. and at least, he finally got a chance to use the application bible tat deb's mum gave! (:

thank God for bringing sarah home safely. though wid a missing socks. haha. miss you gal!

i know this is a long post and each para is really long. but i really dunno where to cut in each para so tat one para will look smaller. haha. oops. sorry. thanks for sticking arnd. btw, KHALIS WILL BE BACK TOMORROW!!!! YES!! =))))