Tuesday, November 13, 2007 @ 5:48 pm [10 papers down! Thank God!]
Yay!! great! jus 2 more papers! paper 1s. and le jing called me jus now to say tat she's jealous of me! haha. i'm also jealous too...of reuben! he finished his O's today! haha. and going out later la. haha. nvm. i'll have mine in ONE WEEK'S TIME! man! din noe it's exactly one week b4 the end of my A's! =) glad i got the playlist up. but it's really small. and u can only see the first few words of the song title. oh well. as long as i know can already. acutally, having only paper ones left isn't a good thing. it can really get boring and monotonous. seriously. everyday will be lyk: A B C D or even E (for my old phys tys tat only has qns up to year 2000). tat's wad i was doing jus now in bpp lib. tat phys tys. and i regretted not bringing chem or even TIME mags to read! and it was so boring. wanted to go and watch a movie since i'm in that GV club. tues is $6.50 (: but my mum say no. so cannot lor. jus put my butt down in the lib and study. more lyk reading also. after lunch, grabbed a book off the shelves and read. after completing one topic in the phys tys then read lyk ALOT of pages. haha. back to the bookworm me! today i had chem paper 2. it wasn't too bad tho i wun say it's easy. i had time to check. checked until i fell aslp while doing so. and even dreamed! of yh. haha. and it was the 2nd time i dreamt of him. the first time was last nite. i dreamt that we were happily chattin at a foodcourt. then, we stopped a while to buy lunch. and i ordered duck rice. then, it stopped. i woke up. the dream i dreamed during exam was tat he wanted to tell me something special. he kept repeating that phrase but my dream nv really revealed it. haha. oh well. it's jus a dream.... but! last nite, i also had another dream. victor was in it. i've forgotten wad that dream was except it was abt frenship. the scene was hypothetical. and the strangest thing was that there was a conclusion to that dream. i dreamt that i heard God (or so it seems) speaking to me. telling me something abt the issue i'm facing. then, i opened my eyes (that i rmbed clearly). i stared into space for a while..thinking abt that voice i heard. i wanted to jot it down there and then but i found my eyelids fluttering and i went back to slp again. when i awoke, i still rmb the msg and the voice. but i dun rmb the dream. yet, i still dun wanna believe in myself, believe in it. for so long, i have dreams. every morning i can wake up knowing wad dream i dreamt last nite. but God nv spoke to me abt it and nv gave me any revelation. until last nite. i dun wanna make a mistake in this. dun wanna say it's God's voice when it really isn't. jus felt it strange and hope there can be another sign! a sure one! haha. but still, this one dream will be in my memory for a long time...at least i hope so! all the best for the H1 and H2 econs paper tml, guys! =)) --------------------------------- |