let's tok abt future. was talking to my mum last nite abt uni. i was telling her that when i send in my predicted grades to australian unis, there is high chances that i'll be accepted. cos the std isn't really high. and my mum say the most wow thing! she said that "there is no way u'll be rejected". haha. wow. tat's pretty strong. but of course la, i'll be holding on the scene where i receive a rejected letter. anyway, the thing is not jus getting accepted by the aus uni, but GETTING A SCHOLARSHIP!!!

both my mum n i say tat unless i get a scholarship, i wun go overseas! and getting it is a hard part! seriously. look at the competition. well, yes, i got that h3. tat is if i pass it! then, i'll be eligible for some scholarships tat nid students to take h3. argh. but RJC, HCI, VJC, TJC...and i'm wad? SAJC! i seriously want tat scholarship man. i wanna go overseas. it's been my dream since young. mum say cannot take a loan. she say that it's no point paying for an education that is the same as that of NUS/NTU. well, i jus hope that if i dun get the scholarship yet accepted by aus uni, i'll be able to let go of that chance and move fwd. sigh.

pray pray..not mainly that i'll get scholarship but that God's will will be done. let Him place me in a uni where i can really shine for Him. Amen!