so today the new temp staffs came from summit. initially there were supposed to be 4 of them but it turned out to be 3 cos one of them took leave. so all 3 of them are older than me. boo. all the same age as jia wen..all 21 years old. so that makes me the youngest among all of them today.

and i'd a horrible lunch! not that the food wasn't nice but i was super stressed during lunch! i'd to practically eat faster than usual and had to keep my mouth shut no matter how much i wanna tok to them. it was totally stressful and unenjoybale esp when jw keeps laughing at me. haha. sigh. i dun think i'll ever wanna eat with them again starting tml. why bother to stress myself out at the only time i can relax without feeling guilty? yee. *shrugs* well, guess it's lonely lunch all the way till i shift location and get jw back as my sole companion for lunch (:

well, the temps name are zhi wen, alvin and yi chen (jw's fren). zw is a nice guy. toks more to me than the others. at least he asks me qns instead of me always asking them qns. alvin is nice to tok to once there is something to tok abt. and he always listen to his ipod and play the psp. and yi chen, well, he often hangs arnd jw. so dun get a chance to tok to him alot. even so, on the way home on the train, it was pretty silent. we din tok much either. sigh. why so quiet, guys??

okay. so hope to see zw on the bus 67 tml morning! will try to collaborate with him..on the way home jus now, i started reflection then felt quite piss. quite piss with my situation i'm in. i was wondering if i really deserve it. okay. i cut off the rest of the parts. dun wanna elaborate here...