Saturday, February 09, 2008 @ 3:59 pm [laughing my heart out]
haha. was reading SK's blog and it's so hilarous! esp the part where he blog wad his students wrote during his CME lesson. haha. well, SK will make a good and interesting teacher! so glad he got that period of fun and laughter b4 he enter NS. haha. and that pic of the SA guy looks so familiar. and it's so true wad that guy says: when our values are pure and righteous, they're noticeable from every direction through the actions and words we speak. hee. dun mind, SK and Jonathan, i take that sentence and put here k? well, i so agree with wad Jonathan said and i wonder where i stand..wad i'm showing..wad i'm radiating out..for God... and reading SK's latest entry really makes me think abt my own circle of frens...how many of my inner circle of frens actually give me Godly advice..how many of them are Christians...tat's the thing i've been wondering for years. somehow i discover that i can clique very very well with non-christians. many of my close frens are non-christians: yam wenn, shu hui, yi xian, yong hui, khalis...i wonder why and i wonder if it's something i shld change. not that i shld go against my own character/personality n not make any more non-christian frens but that i shld also put in effort in making close frens with Christians... perhaps. cos, honestly, i do feel a difference..when i have a close fren who's a Christian and one who's not. the difference is there..in their counsel and their advice and their stand. it makes a difference. plus, when there's a joy to share (which often stems frm the works of God), the Christians will jus rejoice with me with a smiliar smile! well, nonetheless, thank God for the Christian brothers and sisters that i have thus far though not very close: Jeremy, Le Jing and Josiah :) went to visit aunty xiao ling and family today. and for the first time, or rather, the rare times, i wasn't afraid of the dog. in fact, i cuddled and stroked the dog's fur umpteen times. the dog likes me too. i simply can't take my eyes off her. then, i later found myself toking to her lyk toking to a baby. oh man. toking to her melts my heart. how i wish it was a real baby that i'm toking to..my baby..haha. oh well. gotta wait for years b4 that becomes a reality. haha. okay. thinkin twice on getting a dog myself n being more at ease when i see dogs..hmm... the new hse was nice. not as big as the hillbrooks hse but stylish. esp the toilet. the view is extremely nice too! gotta chat more to elaine and calvin :) and also found out from the NTU Environmental Engineering Lecturer himself tt environmental engineering isn't tat good..gotta study until PhD in order to suceed well in career prospects wise. hmm. so more or less i know my positioning of my choices (if there is such a thing). oh well. see how it goes then! last night, it was horrible trying to slp!! i ended up slping close to 4am!!! it was super crazy! my mind was super alert and wide awake. keep dreaming and thinkin of things. in the end, i'd to force it to read a book and do one sudoku puzzle in order to make myself feel sleepy. i tossed and turned on the bed for 1.5 hours. ha. crazy. maybe and partly cos i woke up at 10am on fri...tat's why can't slp early last night. oh well. at least now, i can slp early tonight! plus the jog i'm goin to soon, i'll tire myself out! haha... --------------------------------- |