alright. i forgot to say that the previous post is my 300th one! yay! on another note, i'm dead tired from teahcing. was relief-teaching today at my own pri school, Pei Hwa! well, it does feel good to be back in my own pri sch. esp greeting my old school teachers who still recognise me! esp mr tan. haha. still rmbs me as his best student =)

many teachers are still there lyk ms priya, ms jennifer lai, mdm ling (YAY!), wong lao shi, lin lao shi (still as kind as ever)...sigh. miss the good old days when i was a student. and i made frens with 2 relief teachers, benjamin and daniel. and it got me thinking, why can't i have a more obvious Christian name lyk theirs? grr...sharon..if you don't know it's a name of a place written in the bible, you wldn't know it's a Christian name...okay. will question my mum later. anyway, a pity i din get to make frens with the other 2 gals whom i think are relief teachers too. and benjamin din tok to them also...

right. so teaching was tiring. esp the patience/loyalty 6 class. they bully me lah. haha. okay. not to a very bad extent but they refused to listen to me and i can't get their attention unless i give in to their demands--lettin them off 5 mins early. so i'd no choice. then taught the top classes in maths which was very different. and they complained that i go too slowly. so wad to do? i really don't know. ha. and the teacher tat i'm reliefing din even leave many instructions for me..sigh. i hope i wun relief for long term!!

after that, i taught yuan ru. so tat's why i'm also tired. i still lyk teaching one-to-one. i feel i'm better at it. lyk today, after school, i was coaching one fo the students personally. it was good. i can totally make sure that he understands.

okay. anyway, am here to shout out another feeling. a feeling of resignation (haha. zw, don't mind, i steal this word from you). as he moves on to different jobs, a new school, having new colleague(s) at work, he is bound to meet many and different gals. gals that are surely to be prettier and better in character. i muz really learn to let go and not feel sour. so hard. i jus hope that i wun do n say any stupid things when it really comes. that i'll respect him and just be contented that i still can be frens with him...

and well, i'm glad another he asked me out today. it's comforting. assuring. that i know that things have changed..his thinking has changed and he's more accepting of the current situation. i'm glad. i jus hope the meet-up will be something fruitful and meaningful instead of something unexpectedly not-nice.