Monday, April 14, 2008 @ 12:55 pm [down and regretful]
recently, was talking to him and something he said really striked me. and i jus find myself sighing and shaking my head in remorse and regret. wad he said reflects so well wad God had been trying to tell me for the past few weeks. God was asking me to think through how I had been in my actions and words and conduct..if I am glorifying Him and if I have been a blessing and help to others. even in the BSF homework, I wrote down and shared with the group how, through reading one of the passages, we have to watch our conduct and actions towards others. and I failed terribly in this aspect. It hurts...only because it was what I had done and not what he had said. sigh. that's all I'm going to say here, i guess. let me close this chapter. Okay. so glad that last night, zw was able to book a driving lesson today for me! =) but i also nid to top up more money. and...oh no. i do see some plans of going KK in the 1st week of June month!! oh no! then, I'll miss zw's bday!! no!! really feel lyk giving this trip a miss. hmm. should I? arh..now, I'm jus tryin to convince my mum that my bro will have CCA and lessons that week so we can't fly off! haha :P i'm so mean right? bleah... okay! I gotta go already! ciao! and congrats to jeremy who got accepted to Warwick uni!! --------------------------------- |