right. so I got the same instructor for 3 straight days this week. And that makes it 5 times throughout my entire course! And mind you, it isn't the very nice and encouraging instructor. Many times, I get demoralised while driving that I just feel like giving up. and i'm serious about that. sigh. it's so sad. but thank God Zhiwen and Alvin are always there to support me and tell me to press on. Thank God that God is there to comfort me too. was talking to mum jus now and she was also telling me to pray. Haha. Yar. as small as this matter may seem to me, nothing's ever small in God's eyes. So i'm very definite and certain that He'll hear and answer it in His own way! *Thank you Lord!*

well, driving been going okay. progressing well today. parallel parking and driving on slope. well, in one way that it's good i'd this instructor the past 3 days cos he knows i'm weak at S course, crank course and directional change. so he allowed me to practise and revise them everytime. yes. i still hit kerbs the very first time i do these courses but after a while, things start to get better. but one thing i got annoyed at and must get it off my chest is that whenever i feel the car's not straight, he'll think otherwise! So when i do correction and adjust the car again, he'll start to question me. this made me so irritated! Why..the car really isn't straight..

man. driving in gear 1 is really tiring on the feet. not only that, it's tiring on the mind too. whenever i start to look outside the window or simply pause and not do anything, i feel as if i'm still in the car, inching backwards and forward slowly. so dizzy!!! grr. and the ball of my foot really hurts! :( ouch. i wish i can quickly get this over and done with!