yeah. feeling much better already. i think slp has gotten into me. well. at least i know i'm not alone in this. there's definitely God and i know one of my frens is experiencing the same thing and i know my trusted and close frens will be arnd (: well, now, just hope to keep the motivation going.

last night, had a good and long chat with one of my frens too. it was great to be able to spend time and chat with him. both of us are busy (and i think he's more busy than i am). So i'm very glad when i cld go up, help him out in a bit of work and just talk about things--abt relationships, hall, our character build-up, religion... well, like wad i've always kept in mind--my pri love language is quality time and i really do treasure conversations and time i have with ppl and i'm glad to be able to have one good one last night after so many missing-outs. quite a pity tat we both can't go out and have fun that night cos i have a mtg that night and i think he wld be busy. quite coincidental tat both of us have the same thoughts. haha. another time, i'm sure. it was nice knowing him more (: thanks alot, man! and I'm sure i'll be able to open up to you soon enough and share wad i usually write on my blog. hee. thanks for listening too! it was an improvement! :P

well, i'm looking forward to my date with my siblings this friday! movie cum dinner. ha. i never had such a combination b4. dinner-movie date. cos the dinner will always be rushed. but this friday, i'm sure we'll just eat at our own pace! =) and i'm looking fwd to Cher Lin's and Khalis' birthday! Somehow, i just want to make Khalis' bday big-shot this year. have alot of ideas running thru my mind. but i'm afraid if i do such a grand one, the expectation will be higher on his 21st bday. this year he's only 20. then i'm afraid i'll not be able to meet that expectation (self-imposed). well, i dunno. i guess the most common advice is: do the best and all you want and can this year. make use of the opportunity. cos you'll never know what wld happen along the year to the 21st bday. leave a lasting memory. mm. well, i just hope both of us will have a good time tgt! =) save some hours for me pal!

well, my mouth hurts terribly today. the skin was super painful. too dry and the cuts are still everywhere. sad. i hope to recover fast. i really want them to go away so i can eat all types of food. now i have restrictions :( hopefully by this Friday! mm. well, just pray for God's healing hands to be upon me! looking fwd to BSF tonight! somehow. after missing the discussion last wk, just din feel good. so looking fwd to it! oh! nice meeting John today too! yay..he's in campus crusade! will see him more often nxt year onwards! =)