today, my family went to haagen dazs for ice cream and i didn't get a chance to eat any! all because of my toothache!! it's so painful! ahh..n it's making me eat very slowly and i can't take too hot or too cold drinks/food :( so i'm stuck staring at the ice cream in front of me, trying a little here and there, that's all. can't try any :(

and it doesn't help that I can't get a dental appt soon enough unless swelling appears or severe pain. the earliest is probably in janurary next year!! ahh!! i'm so "under-priviledged"! grr. heal me! and i want a dental appt soon pls?

okay. this morning went for softball training and the soles of both of my shoes came out. bleah. quite sad and cui. well, but at least training today was something new and okay. but i jus felt my physical stamina isn't good. so i left the sport though. quite sorry to yik ying...

so i rested for a while before heading home. went to help out at the Children's prog at Cashew Heights! it was nice! i'm glad i went to offer my help. i really enjoyed it. reminds me of the past, my childhood, who i used to be. the oh-so-familiar feeling is comforting. to be able to render my service and help. and i noticed i've changed too. instead of jus waiting to be instructed, i took the initiative to see the need and act upon. thank God for grooming me n helping me grow in this area! Managed to talk to Jun May and Citirine a bit. Also, helped the children in building the eagle woodcraft. it was fun...been some time since i've done such a job. well, not a wasted time (:

toothache is still there and not getting any better :(

HAPPY 21ST WEDDING ANNIVERSARY MUM AND DAD! YOU SURE COME A LONG WAY! GOD BLESS YOU!

why do i have a difficulty in letting go? it's so hard to move on. it's so hard to put it behind me. very hard not to let my thoughts wonder and question myself. i'm no longer asking myself if i did the right thing but rather how's he doing and feeling...when will i move on?