yes. holidays now is really boring. i am super idle. i bet if zhiwen hears this, he'll be shaking his head. it's so unlike me hor? lol. well. i really have no one to meet during the weekdays! the guys are in NS, the girls--i dun have many girl frens to begin with--so not many meet-ups. recently met up with hui ming which was good. had a good chat. then yam wenn and shu hui has to wait till after shu hui finishes her exam this sat. so i'm bored. totally.

everyday it's jus reading and reading, watching tv and having my eyes glued to the tv. so painful and so different. i've longed kick the habit of watching a lot of tv shows. so suddenly i'm not used to it. and i dun like to watch tv early in the day cos it makes me restless. ha. so it's just books. yeah. i know i'm owing one christian book. but after reading the BSF notes, i really didn't feel like reading another a christian thing so quickly. can be quite saturated you know. thankfully i jus borrowed a storybook. so got something to entertain me. but i must say, it's something i haven't been doing a long time and it does take up quite an amount of time from me and i can't stop myself frm reading it! haha.

i was so bored today that I sms khalis. and then he said this "okay. i'll pick you up at 3pm. we go play pool at bukit timah". haha. i was surprised but on for it. anything to occupy the time while waiting for the children's party to start. yeah. so we started to head down to bukit timah. thankfully this time we had a place in mind to go instead of going aimlessly. so played for an hour. sigh. i still lose in every game and do get demoralise easily. bleah. but khalis said i improved. thanks. but i must say, playing pool today reminds me alot abt yu xin. then it made me sad. ha. oh well. time to put it behind i guess.

well, next week will be the start of camps and events and holidays. not exactly looking forward nor don't want it to come. somehow, in the midst of this boredom, i've learnt to just take it as it comes. oh well. and tml and friday will be empty days. maybe call up on zhen guang who has jus returned frm brunei! yay. well, no doubt, these few free days do make me think alot abt him. i bet he'll be happy to hear this and we could have spend alot of time tgt and having alot of fun and trying out alot of new things. but i guess it's over it's over. the past is the past. no more thinking of what-ifs and making wishes. i can only let go...

an idle mind is the devil's workshop. don't fall into this trap again, Sharon