An influx of stress again. Sigh. At the start of school. Bleah. It seems like I'm not taking the start of school too well. Gotta buck up man!

I just have lots of things to do. Alot of tutorials and lectures to catch up on. And online lectures to watch :( CCA week for the 1st 3 days. So was helping out and didn't get alot of chance to do my work. Plus the calling. Ahh. Not complaining actually. Who can complain when God's kingdom is expanding? I was in fact glad to see my contact just now at FVT and my C4C group! They rock big time!

But despite all my smiles and cheers with friends, I'm stress everytime i sit at my desk at home. I'm so tired. I just feel like crumbling down. I just have alot to do--too much to do.

Plus, being the eldest isn't an easy job. Just have alot of responsibilities to do. Commitments to make, things to do, things to arrange, making sure everything is in order, making sure the 2 of them plus the elder one is okay...

Ahh. Just alot to take care of. I wonder if i'm thinking too much. Maybe I'm just making things seem big? I don't know. All I can say is that I'm very tired and Lord, I need you.