I wonder if it's me or time. I wonder if it's discipline or management. I wonder if it's ill-discipline or stress.

But all I can say is that I feel the pressure. Super alot of pressure. Stress up again. And I'm really like biting my nails and feeling so scared. I'm afraid I can't finish revising in time. I'm afraid I'll go into exams half-hearted again. I'm afraid Y1S1 will repeat itself again. And I'll have to rush thru prac of my past-year papers.

I think I can conclude that I'm distracted. This sem I was too distracted by unnecessary things. Commitments increased too. Those are definitely not distractions. But coping with it is another milestone. Adjusting to it was tough. Then, with the add-on of giving in to the distractions, I fail. I fail horribly and land myself in this state.

Craps. I'm screwed.

Help me get outta this mess.

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I'm reminded of the verse in Philippians 4:19 today. "And my God will meet all your needs acording to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus".

Play your part and claim that verse, Sharon.