Well, preparation hasn't been going good. Especially yesterday when I got super stress up after attempting a Material Structure Past year paper. It was super tough! I can't answer a single question! And even as I read the suggested solutions and try to find it among the notes, I failed! Failed miserably!

Everything from that module seems so foreign! Honestly! It's totally like alien versus Sharon's mind. I can't make head and tail of that module! And it really makes me scared and stress cos it's one of my core modules! And the one that is most revelant to my course!

Thinking to myself, "If I can't even handle this module that is the most revelant, can I even survive through my whole course? Can I grasp the meaning of 'Materials Science and Engineering' when I graduate? What will my employer say if I can't even described what I learned! Argh!"

It was a super stressful time and it dragged on even until this morning. And the whole day today, I was super restless and unmotivated. I really didn't wanna study and started to drag my feet even at applied chem. Sigh. It was such a horrible day for me today in the academic aspect.

But well, all's not lost when I hit my QT time and a very nice reminder from Isaac this morning (which I failed to reply him. sorry! if you are reading this!). Well, nothing can beat a reminder and gentle words from the Holy Spirit. A transforming vision and a reminder that there is no other besides God. I should trust and rest in this God that I've a privileged of knowing. Shouldn't abuse that privilege. To believe. To be convicted. To be transformed.

Stand strong in God, Sharon.

"God is with you, and He is the only God. There is no other." Isaiah 45:14