Wednesday, February 03, 2010 @ 1:02 am [glad and disappointed]
Addiction. Oh man. I'm addicted to an online game. I'm so going to kick it off! Just told myself that just now is the last time I'm going to play it! Not even going to give myself an excuse saying that I can take a break playing that game. Cos once I start, I never seem to stop. Though I may not have urgent things to do at hand, I still have important things to complete. So I really gotta STOP! playing the game. Taking up too much of my time, spoiling my eyes and causes me to slp even later! Bleah! I really gotta get out it! I WILL get out of it! Haha. NO MORE! I think I need a substitute. Besides reading the Bible, I think I can also blog! Blog here online will take away the boredom and give me the same thrill. Or perhaps reading articles; philosophical articles. Or simply, GO DO THE THINGS THAT NEED TO BE DONE! Well, today some ppl ask me while I dress so nice. Well, it's just something different yet common if you look around at all the girls. It's for no special occasion actually. Yichen thinks I have a bf already. And Chin Wee asked if "love is in the air". Haha. I just laughed it off and say no. Well, it would really be wonderful if I dressed as such cos of the reasons my friends stated. It would be nice, wouldn't it? I guess I still can't escape the V-day blues whenever 14 Feb is round the corner :( Boo..haha. Oh well. Just waiting for that day man.. Today I heard that my cousin is carrying a baby boy! Woohoo! That is way cool! I'm happy for her! Really. A mother. Wow. That's nice! A new chapter in her life! Awesome, challenging yet wonderful stage! I wonder when will it be my turn...I really wonder...come on. Let love shine on me k? Well, actually, I never fail to have love shine on me. It's none other than from God Himself. And He especially shows His love to me with His wonderful creation--the moon. Whether it's full moon, crescent, half..it holds a special meaning in my heart and I will remember it always! =) Thank you God! Bought a dress for sister today. Since she's working at Raffles Place, figured out that she needs more formal clothes. She doesn't even have one on her own..wearing mine and mum's now. So bought her a dress at school. Was selling it cheap. I hope it fits her well and that it isn't too short! =) Hope she likes it and appreciates my goodwill too! And she's sooo lucky to get such a high-paying job! I'm sooo jealous! I'm so going to make her treat me ice-cream! Hope she'll treat me more things too! Haha. Since she's working and I'm not. Lol. And she ate at Amoy Street too! That's near my BSF place! Sure can't wait till she spots that church. Then nxt time if she goes to BSF, she'll be clearer. Okay. I guessed I've said enough. I'm both glad and disappointed now. Glad that I finally finished my lab report (in the nick of time), finished my day's activities, he added me on fb and me being reminded of God's love. And disappointed cos yet once again, I failed to keep to my promise despite the Holy Spirit's nudgings and ended up staying up till this late. Sigh. So disappointed in myself. Buck up Sharon. You are made for greater and better things than this! Well, now I'm accountable to you, my readers, and this blog. So I'm going to kick off that addiction! --------------------------------- |