Today, on the way to msia, I witness 2 scenes of death. One was really a human death. There was an army truck that overturn. It was really scary. It overturned on the other side of the road. My car was on the far right lane and I was seated on the far right seat. Being kaypo, I looked through my window and I saw a man trapped underneath the truck. His eyes were opened and his arm outstretched. I don't know if he's dead or alive but I sure wish he's alive. And just awaiting help. There wasn't much equipment available then. It's just an ambulance and a police car.

But it did bring to my mind several thoughts. It makes me feel that life is really unpredictable. You never know when things might occur and it's irregardless of occassion. And that scene was really tragic. And it makes me feel sad more so when the person leaves without having a real relationship with God. I guess this reminds me that I must be active in sharing the gospel in any and every way. And it also tells me that every life is valuable in God's sight. I must play my part. I pray for courage, then. Courage to face this reality.

Another death that I saw was a whole grassland of trees being cut. It was totally wiped out with the tree barks and shavings on the ground. It really makes me sad to see such a sight. No idea why they did that but it's deforestation. And that makes me sad. It's a death, all right. Just in another form.

Okay. Enough of the sad things. Well, now I'm in msia. In KL. Glad to have seen my cousin and my cousin-in-law. And the to-be-born baby boy! =) Well, now having the whole of ah-yi's house to ourselves. Miss my cousin, Paul, lots. And I hope tomorrow or Sunday, I'll get to drive the manual car round the carpark! yay! Been waiting for this chance for a looong time! Hopefully I'll rmb what to do and how to press my pedals! Haha. If I spoil the car, then I think I'll kena scolded my cousin :P

Well, I really wonder if I should be happy that I'm here in msia. On one hand, I'm glad that I came else ah-ma will really be alone during this cny eve. No one is bringing her out for reunion dinner. Only our family. Don't know why all my aunts and uncles CMI suddenly and together this year :( Being here also puts me in a more relaxed mood and gives me a break from everything else.

But I know that I've lots to do. If I'm back in Singapore, I would concentrate better on doing what needs to be done. I have 6 online lectures to watch! And 2-3 lecture notes to read up for working in 21st century elective, an assignment to get started on and so much more....I really wonder if coming here is a good thing. Somehow, deep inside me, I wish I'm back in Singapore. So I can do up my work and study. Haha. I know. Sounds like I'm a workaholic. But there are things to be done. Just gotta do it!

Regardless, I'm here. And I hope I won't slack too much! I brought my stuffs to do! I'd better do them!!