It's really great to start planning things again! Boy! It sure had been a long time since I last planned for events! And starting again to plan for my bday party just make me thrilled!

At first, I was super stressed up. I just had this nagging thing at the back of my head and was making me frustrated. After that, I suddenly had inspiration! Probably after I spoke to Grace, my choir friend, who had organised her bday party. Then, ideas start pouring in. Inspiration came as waves and waves of it. My mind was rushing and full of ideas! Cool! =) I had a lot of fun while planning and thinking about it!

Good and bad. Bad while it's amid exam preparation. It literally took up alot of time and SLEEP as I lay in bed just thinking about what to do, how to deco etc. But it's good cos I finally got the real Sharon back! It's like it's been sooo long since I was last excited for something like this! Something that I'm passionate about and don't mind spending long hours on! Something that has been long forgotten and yet a dear part of me! So overall, I'm happy!

I really like planning! But amid all these planning, I know that I got slow things down, spread things out cos I gotta make time for my studies. Oh boy. Kinda sad cos I'm afraid I'll lose that inspiration. But oh well. It needs to be done, so be it. A form of ground for training in discipline too!

But this also makes me wonder if I should work in some event management/planning company like Pico instead of being an engineer. I wonder if this is really where my passion and interest and skills strength lie. I wish there was a course such as "event planning/management" for students to take in uni. I think that would be much more useful! Imagine me applying for that job. "Erm. Though I don't have the tertiary skills necessary for this job but..." Boy! It's so hard to complete that sentence!

But still, the bottom line is: Should I just straightaway work in this kinda company? Apply for this job when I graduate? Is this my career? Is this meant for me?

I wonder. It does make me excited when I think about it. I think I'll be much happier working in this company than at an engineering company. But it does make me upset that after 4 years of studying Materials Engine, I wouldn't be applying it in my job. Oh boy! I don't know. Ha. That's for 2 calendar years to decide! For now, let me just enjoy the process of planning my bday party! =)) Cheers!