I'm indeed enjoying every ounce and minute and day and moment of it! It really is good! Feels very good! And I thank God for the holidays! =) It really is a good time for myself, to do my own things and do what needs to be done! I have much dreams and aspirations for this hols!

But then again, was reading russell's blog and he mentioned balance. I suppose I really have to balance work/activeness and relaxation. I think that's very true. Not that I'm starting to feel bored but that I don't want my mind and body to rot.

And I've been noticing something else. Despite the much freedom I have, I feel that I'm wasting my time away. Like I'm finding some form of escape. Escape from reality into games or tv. It's like I'm running away. And I'm definitely not running to God :(

Which also brings me to my next point that despite the time I have, I don't seem to pay much attention to Him recently. Nor increasing in that. I still read the Bible but not spending as much quality time there :( I know what I should do and need to do but I just don't seem to set my heart down at it. Oh boy. This is bad uh? I really gotta do something about it!

I guess the first thing I should do is to start sleeping early so I can think more clearly! Like now! Nitez world!