I think I'm still immature. Sometimes, I really just say out my feelings, honestly and brutally, that I end up pissing someone off. And then, I'll get stuck at how to salvage the whole situation.

Sometimes, I really just want to talk it out, just want to rant, cos it lets you know the struggles that I'm facing. But sometimes, I just end up making you upset, I know. But can't I just talk? Sigh. Sometimes, actually, most of the time, I'm really not as optimistic as you. It's just not me. I'm not an optimist. Unlike you.

I don't like the way this turns out :(