Quoted off Jeremy's blog: If there is one thing that you can pray for - it's to overcome fatigue with rejuvenation, sleepy eyes with a refreshing mind and a troubled heart with a gift of peace.

And I certainly need a peace of heart now. And a refreshing mind for my sleepy eyes and mind. A peace of heart cos I really hate silences and cold war. And I hate it when it seems like I must NEVER make someone angry else I'll definitely get it. Then am I never ever going to voice myself out? Must I always be good and cautious? I'm NOT a perfect person! I can never always do things right. Is this how I'm going to live the rest of my life? In such fear? And so I need peace that only He can give.

Anyway, I was thinking about what marriage means and concluded that it's an outward expression that tells the other person that s/he mean alot to you. So much so that you wanna show it in actions. And so, that's love combined into marriage. Not a matter of worthiness or being made use of but a matter of desire and commitment.