hey blog. ytday, went to see Danny's carolling at Raffles Hotel. Met up wid Valeria from Xin Min sec n her other frens. Her frens not so friendly though. 5 of them. 3 boys n 2 gals, including Val herself. the other gal went to another shop so when i greeted Val, i also saw the 3 boys. they were so unfriendly. none of them asked Val to introduce me to them n they never looked at me in the eye. so i became dao n din talked to them. occassionally la. smile n laugh at wad they are saying. but other than tat, the whole time i was wid them, i was very very quiet. so unlike myself. hmph. n this made me wonder if i can mix in n find n make new frens in SAJC where, as far as i know, only 3 ppl from CTSS are goin there. so the chances of us being in the same class? very slim.

Oh well, went to Raffles Hotel, asked the Bell Boy for directions. the carol was good. it was nice to hear the choir sing n also to see danny. it's strange how his eyebrows movedwhenever he sings. haha. expression. but too much? maybe lyk wad he said, the others dun do it so it seems lyk he's over-doing it. anyway, it's nice to see him in contacts. never seen him lyk tat b4. aft watching 2 sessions, we headed off to Marina Square to have dinnner. took a long time to decide. haha. but had a good dinner but couldn't finish. sigh. but still, i was quiet. sigh. n i was starting to get quite upset. at who? myself n the grp. oh well!

not long aft we finish dinner, Danny joined us. could see him walkin downstairs from the window we were sitting at. when he came over, still, he did not pay alot of attention to me. tat upset me again. sigh. the whole nite i was upset..wad has gotten into me then?? then, when we went off, danny commented tat i was quiet n spoke very little. den he tried to make me tok n joked wid me but i was still quiet. it's true tat he never heard me say a single word. when i did say, he exclaimed! haha. making a big thing outta a little thing? anyway, the group walked in front of me n danny while the two of us started chatting n toking abt alot of stuff. when we came outta the building, the grp wanted to go walk walk by the river near esplanade. wow! i would love it la!! so nice. den can tok sum more wid danny. besides, tat was wad danny n i wanted to do. sigh. but time jus dun permit it. i gotta go off. so danny sent me off all the way to City Hall station. when i left tat place, it was 10.10pm. pretty late. afraid i'll get scolded by mum though. but din la. jus questioned. tried to beg her to allow me to go home very late next time but ma dun allow. oh well, den i guess i gotta make full use of the time in the day time to get closer to my frens!

ok. so now, here i am facing the bright daylight. it's pretty bright. n i'm sick. throat's got worse n it's hurting. i think i'll lose my voice soon. sigh. meeting yi xian later. n my bro's sick too. wid fever. sigh. but one thing good, i got a new com!! 17" monitor screen but everything is new la. my dad changed the CPU too. in huilt speakers....finally our speakers can work. but many things not installed yet. jus download MSN messenger but the stupid Norman Firewall keep popping out this request thing. piss off. gonna use the laptop to access messenger soon. ok. hope dad quickly downloads everything!!