hi blog. wad a boring day i will have. i got no plans. played piano den dunno wad to do already. think i'll be typing all my sermon notes into the com. i also transferred sum CTSS contacts to a phonebook i have n den delete them so i'll have space to contain my JC frens no. i gotta do it for MSN soon. runnin outta space. i've only got 5 more days in singapore before i go to malaysia again. this time round, it's a chalet. nice. with my other cousins. i hope we'll really bond n i wun feel so shy to tok wid them. hope i'll have a good time there!! hopefully.

wad else. oh! ytday morning, jeremy flew off to UK. so sad. going there to study for A levels. his family also flew to spend the remaining 2 weeks wid him before they leave him in UK. i think jessie or maybe the mum? will be the most upset one. went over to his house at arnd 9. den watched Legally Blonde till it ends. i was glad i saw a poster that i gave jeremy in his room! he put it up! yeah. so happy. but den i exclaimed tat he should also pack tat poster n bring it along to UK. yea. eventually, he really did pack it. anyway, we played a game of charades. i had never played the game wid the game board n the cards all ready. it was fun. there are 4 categories: Books, Idoms, Song n Movie. it's nice la. idoms are nice. for example, "I got a soft spot on you" and "forty-winks". songs lyk "Right here waiting". books lyk "unforgiven". who was there at the house? Samantha, Sabrina, Le Jing, Le Ying and myself. it was fun. uncle clarence also played with us. the grouping was unfair. so in the end, my team din really move alot of spaces cos they keep winning. anyway, it was great fun to keep us all awake at 11 plus at night. btw, we had to be awake all the way till 2-3am.

next, mahjong came!! but had to trade le ying for it. cos le ying's father came to the house to fetch her n at the same time, bring along the mahjong set. so we played on the coffee table wif a rug over it to prevent the sound. it was a very silent game. so 4 ppl play mahjong n the other 4 play cards. along the way, we trade places. unfortunately, the ppl playing mahjong got a bit sleepy n tired n lazy. towards the end, we jus separated the tiles. around 2-3am, many ppl started crowding around the table n talking abt many stuff. oh! by tat time, nicholas n yan ling came down to join us. so we were toking abt how nic meet his gf n how sab meet her bf. only a little bit. next, le jing suddenly scream. she exclaimed, "it's my bday now!!" ya. the day jeremy leaves, is le jing's bday. by tat time, uncle clarence n aunty geak hong woke up already. eleena n evelyn n kah hwee also reached the house. so we all sang her a bday song. aunty geak hong gave le jing another bday present. nice. then, we all had to move off. jeremy gave a hug to the maid.

along the way, we were afraid the driver will fall asleep. so we decided to listen to christian songs n sing them. i tried to tell uncle clarence to imagine he's leading worship. haha. we asked jeremy many qns. den when it was quite silent, i decided to pop a qn: Do u think we can control our feelings. wad do YOU (readers) think? well, the conclusion is tat we CAN control our feelings. we muz also constantly keep our feelings in check n see if it aligns wid wat the Lord says n sumthing lyk how He would feel. cos as christians, we would want to live a life pleasing to our God. so doesn't it mean our words, actions, feelings n tots be lyk His. we can never achieve it cos of human nature but we can depend on God to help us. also, there's an example where when ppl dun control their feelings, it results in alot of hurts n damage to the ppl around them. so we CAN control our feelings. n always focus in on God. one good example i raised up during the discussion in the car is that abt Jesus in Gethsemane. Jesus din wanna go to the cross but yet He said to the Father, "yet not my will but yours be done". aunty geak hong continued saying tat Jesus controlled His feelings of rebelliousness n looked at the bigger plan the Father has installed for them. so, Jesus has shown us the way tat we can control our feelings. yup. in the end, aunty geak hong n uncle clarence said it was a good qn. i'm glad i got the ppl thinking n the discussion rollin n my answer. hope for many more discussions lyk this where we can edify n grow n learn together!

tat's abt all i gotta say. see ya! btw, the results of the appeal wil be out on 23rd.