Ok. dunno if anyone will notice i'm blogging here cos I'd been blogging at my other shared blog. but, well, sumthing happened so tat blog will be dead. hmm. will try to find out how to delete it. anyway, it's really sad n lonely for the past few nights....almost every night i cry. it's simply devastating. I miss him. i miss him alot. there has been many times where i wonder if i'd done the correct thing...sumtimes i hope to pick up the phone n tell him i'm sorry n hope life goes back to normal; go back to the past where we were close. but sumthing in my heart tells me that i shouldn't do tat. lyk it'll break his heart even more if i get back together den break up. sigh.

i really dunno. i dun wanna lose him as a fren. i dun wanna lose a fren. he's such a nice guy. considerate, caring, helpful, nice..jus abt everything but now...i really wish i can jus pick up the phone n chat wid him. oh! I miss him alot. everytime i see things which he lyks, it brings back alot of memories. lyk the other day i saw a plane flying, the cool strong wind. when i shopped at tiong bahru plaza. cos tat's where i shopped wid him b4.

i got so many things to say, lyk many adventures to tell. i always tell him in the past. but now....i'm really at lost n upset. i really dunno wad to do. i also worry for him. i wonder how's he doing; wonder how's he taking it. i'm worried. simply worried. n sad. sigh. i hope this will be over soon n he'll start talking to me again. i really hope he will talk to me. yupp.