hey. fell so so so sick today. no...it's frm ytday but felt worse today. i dunno wad happen. i cooked fried rice on my own ytday den is it because of tat? cos i put too much bacon in it? den ytday nite had a nice tok wid victor. but toked till very late in the nite n i was super honest wid him. i hope he wun take offence cos i simply dunno how to beat arnd the bush to get to my point. yup. i think another reason why i fall sick is cos i've been sleeping late these few weeks or rather, for the past few mths. it's bad. real bad. i knew i would fall sick one day but i can't believe it's now! tml onwards got induction n orientation. den i'm so sick...how to be myself? the wanting-to-know-more-ppl self?? i'll talk very little la. den wun feel lyk toking cos my throat hurts when i tok n dun wanna pass the sickness arnd. den everybody will think i'm a quiet n unfriendly gal--bad impression. but i dun want this to happen! not at all! i wanna make those new ppl frm 2nd intake feel comfortable n help them know their way arnd fast. n not forgetting the 1st intake ones too.

argh! i really dun wanna fall sick! i dun want! i hate being sick! i hate it! i wish i din slp late for all those nights! how come i never learnt my lesson frm the last time? uh? Sharon?? last time u fell very ill...still haven't learnt yr lesson ar??

think i'll be getting a fever soon. but i'm hoping not. i dunno wanna feel feverish n headache n all tml. jus slept for 1 hr jus now. kept drifting in n out. n i was sucking a chinese sweet jus now. tot i'll finish it during my slp but it din. it was still there when i awoke so finish it off. sweated but not alot. i wonder why i din sweat as much as last time. i wore a jacket, cover myself to my neck, dun on fan yet i sweat so little. hope it's nth bad. sigh. dun wanna fall ill, Lord, please, heal me n make me well again...

sigh. when u're sick, u experience alot of care n concern rite? esp frm yr family? sigh. but here n now, sigh, mum's lyk not looking at me when i awoke. she wasn't as caring as last itme. perhaps i've grown older already? so she know i can take care of myself? but i also nid concern dun i? i'm also a human ar.....