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Saturday, March 04, 2006 @ 8:49 am


hmm. okay. read many of 06s11 blogs n found out tat many ppl were writin abt our class. hmm. so perhaps i'll throw in one/two para too? hmm. let's see. came into sajc wid an unexcited n nervous feeling cos i'm afraid i can't make frens. besides, there are only 7 of us frm CTSS so the chances of us being in the same og grp is slim. however, i think jia pei n wei xin went into the same grp. oh well. den rmb sitting down beside ka yee n tokin to her n the other sharon. ka yee was nice! we conversed alot n helped me gain my confidence to speak up n tok to the others. helped me feel comfortable. but dunno why, these days, we jus pass each other. i smile at her but she doesn't seem to reply. hmm. why has she become so dao? did i do sumthing wrong?? den i'll be seeing her again for Induction. sigh. i hope things will turn out fine. at least i know another gal, Ruth. looking forward to having a fun time wid her n the rest of the grp! anyway, OGLs are pretty. fred was enthu. josiah n bennett n sherman were shy. but surprised to see sherman so enthu at the disco nite. stage/mass games. cheers. outings. making nehoma ties. station games! tat's the one tat i love most! dinner at nite. went home wid guan hoe n lincoln. but then, towards the end, esp aft we'd gone into our CGs, we split. split till real bad. i see my frens still meeting up wid their og but us? i really wonder why? is it cos of cliques or busyness? i hate cliques. seen it's destructive side many times. so please Lord, please let there be few or no cliques in my new CG so we all can bond real well jus lyk in 06s11!

okay. so frm og25-->06s11. transition. saw wei qin there! real cool. get to meet up again. n met pamela who's as much a mugger as me. ha. okay. we do play arnd n have fun. really. play pictionary umpteen times. i'm gald u guys lyk it man! i'm so so HAPPY i taught u all n spread the joy arnd. n taboo too. i think u all play till u all almost memorise the words rite? den had to bring my own set of cards. ha. pe was fun. so little running! more games. played floorball for the first time in SAJC n cheating in rounds. n studying n photocopying wid pam n chen san for phys test. it was splendid tat i have a fren who thinks alike. n always sitting in the same block in the same few rows in the CC. easy to find u peeps. darren was frm CO. interesting. saw kahlid in NCC uniform. woah! n lynn's loud which is good. therefore, it gave me a lasting first impression n immediately i fell in love wid 06s11. been telling ppl tat my class's enthu n fun n can bond. oh! n valent-tube. thanks for yr co-operation peeps! all in all, i enjoyed myself thruout the first 2/3mths! thanks for all tat u've done n giving me a memory tat will stay deeply engraved in my heart! take care!

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okay. so here's the continuation frm ytday's entry. i din mention sumthing before i went to com n blog. sumhow victor n i were talking abt a verse in the bible which i din believe it was in there. so i jus grabbed a bible off the shelves frm the library n flip thru it. interesting. din noe there's a guy who fled naked when jesus was taken away by the soldiers in mark. as i'd grabbed a study bible, i looked at the notes at the bottom n they inferred tat the guy was hastily dressed as he wanted to see jesus. hmm. interesting. so i flipped thru the other books n verses n was reminded of those verses tat i used to memorise. muz keep in touch wid them. also, since it's a study bible, also look at the notes n references they wrote down. i wanna get a Study Bible next time! it's so useful!

After tat, we went off to MRT station and head off to bras basah. while walking, i noticed a grp of kids playing under the HDB so we walked outside on the pathway. while victor n i were on a topic tat i was engrossed in, suddenly, i feel a premonition. so i turned back slightly n looked. to my horror, a ball was heading in my direction at top speed. i stretched out my arm to my back n try to hit the ball away. but, the next thing i knew, i felt a strong impact on my upper back, below my neck. base on wad i can see, victor's hand seems to withdraw frm my back jus before the ball hits me. i din ask him why he withdrew but later on, he told me wad happened.

he said tat when he turned arnd n looked, he saw the ball heading towards my head. so he stuck out his hand but he was afraid when he swing his hand, he would hit my head. well, i did tell him tat i would rather be hit by his hand than by the ball. hmm. i think tat was mean n hurtful. yikes. sorry! anyway, he said the ball hit his fingertips but still it hit me on my back. well, thankfully, it din hit my head or my neck or else the consequences would be dire. victor was quite upset (or so it seems to me) tat he din hit the ball away though. he seems to keep blaming himself for not protecting me but well, i don't. some things are jus beyond control. at least he tried =) this reminds me of last time how desmond hit the ball away when it was coming towards me. hmm...both balls are soccer balls. so conclusion: soccer balls are dangerous :P

anyway, headed down to bras basah n looked at the guitars n victor bought one. it looked nice. brown leaf shape. accoustic i think n the back is hard n black. pretty. he called it his daughter. victor told me he named his violin as his gf n i was joking wid him tat he n his "gf" had pms n had a daughter. hmm. i spelt the gf's name as "christabell". dunno if it's the correct spelling but there's a "christ" in it! he tot of naming his guitar autumn. or spring. i think spring sounds nicer. more lovely n chirpy. oh! n his future "wife" (his nxt violin) as winter. yup.

had dinner together at a nearby coffeeshop n chatted alot. nice. but was slightly tired since the beginning of the day. went to bugis junction n bought food frm mos burger. however, on his way there, his ankle hurt suddenly. strange. i wonder how's he now. forgot to ask him jus now. grr. i hope it's okay n nth serious though it's the 2nd time now n it seems very painful though.

den after i'd came out of the toilet, he suddenly turned to me n say, "you know wad i was thinking? can i meet you at the end of next year then go esplanade roof top n i play a sonf for you on the guitar?" wah! i got a big shock la. i couldn't believe i was hearing it! tat's super sweet! but i dunno why i masked it. i din show i was excited though deep down inside, i was. i was somehow "arguing" that he can learn the guitar fast but cos of the preparation for A's, he may not have time. besides, he said he want to play a real nice piece wid all the chords linked up. but i would it be this year. after his A's.cos i know when he enters NS, it's gonna be real busy n real tired. i had seen it before in Ken. snapshots of it. but we settled it as early next year but i have my doubts abt it cos of his BMT. i noe u're reading victor, so can it be this year aft yr A's? maybe after christmas? after A's u'll surely be free wan so can prac alot. so why not? i have faith in you! anyway, this reminded me of a fren of mine n told victor abt it. ha. was saying he's a playboy cos he had several gf already. my fren denied it anyway. all in all, it was a good ride home though i was tired n lonely...

until i was on 173. i looked out of the window n saw a young teenager chasing for the bus. so i tot i'll looked harder to see if it's someone i know. sure enough! it's Joel frm phpps. i rmb his face bus somehow guys changed alot! many guys changed their facial features. i wonder wad they do. luckily he recognised me too n so he sat on the other side of the asile n we started chatting n catching up. he couldn't rmb my name though. ha. checked wid him the phpps classes but i was not his classmate at all. hmm. tat means i'd seen him in some tuition class. n he improved alot!

frm bukit view to ACJC! wad do u say? 10pts leh. wad's more, he told me he did badly in sec 2 but i'm glad he learned his lesson n pulled up his socks n did well. pro! this shows he have talent? haha. quite unbelievable. he was posted to jjc. but he din know zg. so i asked who he knows frm CTSS n he told me Shi Qing. den i exclaimed Le Jing. yup. n we started toking abt her. this gal never fails to create a lasting impression in others! joel had much to say abt her. said tat she was talkative in a positive way n cheerful n wid her arnd, the og is never quiet. but heard frm him tat le jing got into acjc n wasn't pleased. sure she wasn't. pressurised by her parents. man. i hope she's okay now. better find a apt time to call her.

when i reached home, mum greeted me at the door n gave me a look. but as the children frm the Bible Club are still there, she din scold me. it was party n food time. they have jus celebrated a few bdays ytday. while walkin arnd the house, one of the boys came up to me n asked which sch i'm from. when i say Saint Andrews Junior College, he went lyk "oh...junior college...." n walked off. hmm. wonder what he's thinkin. while waiting for the kids to finish using the toilet so i can shower, i sat at the dining table. den suddenly, many kids ask me qns simultaneously! i was talkin to aunty too. i was surprised tat they're so friendly n willing to tok n got so many qns! lyk a curious bunch of chaps. ha. i try to ask them qns too but it seems lyk they have more qns for me than i do! haha. kids...curious kids....

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so this morning, i was awaken up by victor's mornin call. asked him to wake me up lyk 745am n he called me at 730am. wah! so early la. i slept at 12plus close to 1am den he wake me up at 730. ha. i so dun wanna wake up. but came out n played the piano. stupid fingers. can't get the notes rite. can't hit the right notes. stupid. anyway, hope he'll do his best for the olympiad now!

while washing up n all, i was thinking to myself tat there's seriously sumthing wrong wid my prayer life now. by the time i stop work n time for bed, i jus hurriedly say my prayers n sumtimes i haven't finished saying it den i jus fell asleep. it's bad. i dunno wad's the solution. does it mean tat i have to stop work earlier? or does it mean i have to find another time to pray? i mean, i pray every day, every moment when the holy spirit wants me to but i always lyk to do a concluding one where i can reflect on all tat happen n give thanks n raise my prayer requests to Him. i've much to pray for. wei ling, aunty janet n uncle caleb, jeremy, victor...so many ppl. i promised or rather, i was determined at tat point of time but how come i din do it?? sumthing's wrong sumwhere. sigh...

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