toked to victor abt stuffs n well, all tat i ask is tat i'll enter the new class later wid an open mind. n i was reminded of wad eleena said last time when i told her i was slightly unwilling to enter sajc for the 1st 3mths. she also ask me to enter wid an open mind. only then, cld i enjoy myself n feel comfortable.

so lord, i really pray, father, tat u'll remind me again tat u're in control n soveriegn. n tat u'll grant me an open mind when i enter the class later n lord, i jus pray tat your will be done as i settle in this new class. tat i'll be sensitive to yr leading n yr calling. n most importantly, tat i'll be a living testimony for u in this class. amen.

okay. yesterday was the finale. so sad n disappointing la. okay. not VERY but slightly. cos there were no disco lights. n the singing sessions were short. plus, i heard tat the budget was $900. so stingy la. the first orientation's budget was $2500 n now becoming so little. it's no wonder there were no disco lights. n u noe wad they use?? OHP. they use the OHP lights la. n jus shine here n there. tat's so crazy. shine at me summore. ha. but anyway, took an og photo at the finale session. nice. hope the photo turned out well. ytday was also games. not many of them in the sun. but i think i still got a bit of burn last nite. hmm.

after tat, went out to eat wid my og. contacted victor n he tagged along. toked more to alfred. he's quite crapy wan n lyk to cover up his mistakes. ego guy. n i kept suggesting foodcourt n he kept teasing me. initially, they wanted to go to a restaurant lyk pasta mania. i'm fine but jus tat it's a bit too ex. since there's a cheaper choice lyk foodcourt, why not go. well, in the end, we went BK. it was nice. but had to eat wid much caution. n i can't believe the barley drink cost $2!! it's so ex! haha. at least i still rmb to order my drinks widout ice. yup.

had a good talk n interaction. jus tat we were kinda split into 2 grps. shirley hit off the topic of church. made han ming n wan yi feel a bit left out. esp han ming who kept very quiet. we were toking abt city harvest too cos tat's where rayson went. n shirley was encouraging him to go to her church coming sun cos rayson backslided. n u noe wad church she's attending?? Calvary Baptist Church!! i was so shocked n surprised! heard alot abt them n i know my church n tat church are close. combine youth camps are wid them. so i asked if she has heard abt my church but she din. she jus joined this yr. n even though she'd jus joined this yr, she toked so much abt it n sayin how nice the ppl were. this shows tat the church is really a church. a welcoming n caring one. yeah!

den at 9.20pm, victor n i left the place first. i had to go off as my place is far n mum will surely scold me if i din reach home early. den ppl tease us again la. n victor was kinda unwilling to leave. ha. n it's pretty amazing how he rmb all my fren's name in such a short time. went down n looked at trumpet praise before it closes. no new cds n not many new books. but there's one thing i realised, there are many books written on dating, love, marriage, sex etc. hmm. is our society becoming worse?? are our christians losing the roots tat was suppose to be deeply planted in God's Word?? it tempting to buy these books n see wad the author has to say but i think i'd enough of reading on this issue. perhaps i shld try on relationship wid God. well, in any case, i hope to read max lucado books again. i miss his books! he's such a good writer la. saw one tat is $15.90 which is an okay for my budget but the book's thin n hard cover. hmm. so perhaps i'm paying more for the cover? oh well. will think hard again.

n down there victor showed me how his future violin will look lyk cos there's a picture of her (winter) there. nice. white violin. pretty. so went home n stupidly, there isn't a car to fetch me. den it's so scary at the bukit batok interchange. had to wait 15mins for the bus. many guys. more indians n malays there. so it freaked me out. the chinese there also dressed a bit shabbily. luckily victor toked to me on phone so the waiting time shortens by alot. wad's nxt? oh yes! n pa left his hp in the car! he went for council mtg widout his hp n he din realised it was in the car untill he'd reached the carpark at my hse. wah! he... if not after council mtg, if i hadn't boarded the mtg n if he'd checked the hp when he enter the car, he can come n fetch me la. sigh. oh well. all's over. was quite tired last nite.

oh! my throat's much better now! i mean since ytday. yeah! finally. jus tat there is still alot of phlegm in my throat n i still have block nose. but well, at least part of my voice came back which is good! i hope i'll be able to communicate wid my new cg later n hope they wun find me dao. chin pin was telling me tat last time. he had sore throat for the first orientation n so he was quiet. den he said tat he ppl tot he was dao. scary.