next, performance today. was so scared. keep shaking while waiting for my turn. wun know when it'll be my turn. was the 2nd from the back. n played so lousily. make so many mistakes. dun think dynamics are strong. not enough tone. din rmb all the notes. n not enuff pharsing. when others play n play so well n energetic, my whole body starts to shake la. was so scared n afraid. i definitely can't play up to their standard. luckily, teacher din say much which will cause embarrassement in front of the whole class. n cried in the car, as wad i'll always do after every exam. n surprisingly, was treated to sumthing good n nice, jus lyk after every exam. last time was jacket n pasta maina. this time is steamboat. jus the right time when i'm shivering even after the performance is over. eat till very full. nice dinner. the whole family incl my grandma.

today was street-e. din wanna go but in the end went. worked wid eleena n snow-white. glad to share the booklet wid one 11-yr-old gal n she accepted christ. my 3rd one. but gotta check wid her n make doubly-sure. later end up lyk the previous 2. anyway, kept asking her if she understand n she say yes. but one thing that i carelessly forget is to ask her wad she understood. tat would be the best gauge as to whether she understood or not. sigh. oh well. jus wait for follow-up. had a good lunch.

got news tat there's a party for ken who's leaving for ns on fri. haha. grow up n lose fats yea? hope sabby wun miss u too much. but u take care over there too k? going to takan him on thu. tot of making him shout n do push-up etc. but haha. dunno. see wad the others plan to do wid him. sabby ask us to do something to him. haha. we're going to have a wacky nite. i hope i can stay over at uncle clarence's house but ma say cannot if nobody else is staying over. make sense. but so late already, jus dun feel lyk goin home. but also wonder if i shld cos got work to do. sigh. oh well. will see how. but i think i'll go. send ken off too. n also wun be seeing him for dunno how long. besides, when he book out during the weekends, dunno if he'll still come to church. i hope he does!

oh! glad to hear that eleena's boss approve of her no-pay leave of 5 mths! i hope the HQ approves of it too. pray pray.

glad tat victor's team got second for the competition! well done guys n 1 gal! hope u all learn lotz!

mtg tml at 8 am 0_0 dun lyk. gotta wake up extra early la. grr. dun lyk. totally dun lyk. anyway, look forward to the mtg. got lotz of brainstorming n changes to do. dunno why AR keep meeting so many obstacles n challenges. but i kinda lyk it. den makes the proj more interesting n bond us together! but also means more effort. talked to cheryl frm hose abt the RHD (internal) n she told me din have much probs n going smoothly. wah. so good. n talking abt RHD, the stress test is on monday la. n it starts at 1pm. gotta miss so many lessons! grr. but i miss pe. yay. haha. okay. also not exactly very good either. haha. anyway, hope all goes well n wonder if khalid will go for RHD...