hey! jus came back frm church n boy! Ken is so super slim la! haha. okay....exaggerating. but he lost ALOT of weight. was told tat he lost 13kg 0_0 haha. tat's good anyway. hope he stays in this shape =) the outfield has done him good. but sad la. he n sab din stay for the youth session.

but we got a new fren! okay. he ain't exactly new. he said he came here for the 3rd time already but i only rmb seein him once b4. haha. le jing was commenting tat he looked lyk ho yun. n the rest of the youths incl the adults were saying tat his mannerism is lyk jeremy. haha. interesting. but glad he came. glad it ain't jus me who keep toking to him but le jing too. but dunno why the older youths always so quiet wan. hardly tok to the new-comers. den wad's more, he's 19 years old this year which is their age. den for me a bit weird n tough (i personally feel). lyk a junior toking to a senior n this junior keep asking alot of qns n dunno la..jus dun feel comfortable. to me, age plays a big part even if it's one-year difference. to someone older than me, i'll treat him/her wid respect n i'll know my place well...tat means dun ask so many qns n keeping quiet n let him/her do more of the toking. yup. but aww was sad tat he ain't coming back nxt week. think he's busy but certainly hope it isn't us who frighten him =) anyway, glad he came n hope to see him arnd!

tokin abt ho yun in the prev para, was msging him last nite to ask him to come to church today. dunno why but jus felt burdened. i guess it's also cos i'd prayed for him once this week i think. during morning worship where the worship leader challenged us to pray for someone who has back-slided. aww. if only he had came today. den can compare him wid tat new fren. oh! btw, tat guy's name is wei xiang. yea. but ho yun went clubbing last nite. well. no surprise. will ask him to come nxt week. hey! thru this, i learnt a lesson! u noe, initially, i was hestitating (dun ask me why..dun wish to share). but the Lord kept pushing me n tuggin at me. so wad did i learn? leave the results to God, go forth in faith n obedience. jus go. tat was wad i heard. it was a struggle (which shouldn't have been) but i cleared things up. was using my heart to listen, not my head. not jus head knowledge but heart conviction. yeah. so went ahead n though the result isn't the "optimum" but something good do come out of it! yeah. one testimony! cheers!

was catching up wid the other Ken n Kelvin. haha. the two K's. had a good chat. wah. ken is lyk taking accounting course while in NS la. wow. n he got his driving license already! can drive me arnd :P but only during the weekends. lol. it also means i dun nid to go down to boon lay to meet him already. since he got car, he can conveniently meet me anywhere :P n Kelvin is in squash in SP ! cool. same as sab. but din have a chance to ask her abt him. n he doesn't recall who sab is. lol.

oh! today's prayer time during youth was good. thank you lord for giving me sisters who care for me n pray for me. din share the entire battle tat i'd been thru but jus ask for prayer request. i'm glad they prayed for me. was really encouraged. thank you lord for showin me tat i still have frens who care for me!