yay! finally the com load this page. okay. using sch com now. bleah. now stomach feel so unwell la. vomitted last nite. den jus ate one bread b4 i slp. woke up this morning feeling better but then still a bit churny inside. it wants to vomit the breakfast but i refuse to let it. if not, i'll be on empty stomach the whole day. sigh. all the irregular eating of dinner...coming home late etc. dun lyk. wanna get well...

den meet quite a number of probs in sch. esp on frenship probs. bleah. it's really depressing n down n upsetting. hope it'll end soon. feel lyk ending it all the easy way out. but well, glad i'm bonding well wid my house com! sigh. i hope i ain't too sensitive either. lest i make some ppl unhappy.

but hey! tell u a good news! i toked to yi xian ytday!! he msg me but i din see till almost one hour later. den gave him a ring b4 i shower n eat. was catching up alot wid him in terms of academic. din have much time to tok to him abt my probs n things tat are more personal. but i'm glad i can call on him anytime i want. n he said tat he was jus bored, tat's why he called me. also, he saw the picture n card i gave him when we graduated. yeah. glad these gifts stay wid him n remind him of me. yeah! actually, i was hoping it's the dolphin phto rame tat i gave him. wonder where it went.

later goin to meet yw n sh. i hope i'll be better by then n not worse. i really hope i can meet them! miss them lotz. but forgot to bring their presents la. stupid. later on, there's rehearsal from 545 to 8pm. glad dad's goin to fetch me frm sch! yea. but goin to have dinner late again. sigh.

Lord, grant me strength n pls help me in my problems...