was jus typing in "sharon for christ" into my url bar n i really wonder...sharon for christ...wad's the real meaning? why did i choose it in the very first place? it's cos i wanna remind myself everytime i typed tat in tat i am suppose to live for christ; to obey Him. apparently, when i have my own account on the com n set my homepage to my blog, i jus hardly get a chance to type it in...was hardly reminded. sigh. so am i for christ in my actions recently? or rather, for the past few months? or to think even further, for the year tat pass by so quickly such tat it's now October?

anyway, the main reason why i put up a post here ain't abt this but for another issue. sensitivity. wad is sensitivity? being considerate to others. looking at other ppl's body language n facial expression. setting yr heart to listen n look out for those arnd you. to avoid paying too much attention to the big clique sitting together at the benches talking, but rather looking at him who sits alone at the bench near the big clique but simply ain't engaging in the conversation. to go forward, sit beside him n tok to him nicely to find out wad's wrong. to know when is the right time to say wad n to know when is the right time to go forward n lend a helping hand n meet their needs. i guess these constitutes to being one who is sensitive.

then, is tat why many gals prefer wad we call "sensitive new-age guys"? i dunno. perhaps then. it's nice to have a guy who's sensitive. you will know tat yr needs will be met most of the time. but did God really make guys to be sensitive? perhaps, he make ALL of us to be sensitive n training us in tat area...probably something tat we learn along our journey here on earth. n referring it specifically to the spiritual aspect, being sensitive also means to listen out for God's voice n to hear it...tat soft voice. to settle your heart down, be still, n jus listen. rmb? wad ppl always say "be sensitive to God's calling...be sensitive to His Word"...yea yea. heard tat umpteen times since young but jus tot abt wad tat meaning is...yupz

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today got back maths. was squeezing marks out. was actually lining up behind ming xian tat got 76, darren tat got 75, yong hui tat got 74 n myself tat got 73. but then, somehow, yh n mx n darren squeeze somemore marks n it became 77, 76, 75 n myself still remain at 73. sigh. oh well. but it was fun. haha. anyway, thank God tat i jumped frm 50 tp 73 now. n for helping me understand the concepts n practise hard. n thanks victor for helping me wid Maths.

phys. victor spot several mistakes tat teacher mark wrongly. sad. so frm B will become a C. sad. oh well. frm my first 60 marks to 57? i think so...sigh. oh well. at least i understand my phys concepts better. but was goin thru the paper jus now n wasn't so happy. sigh. dun wanna lose passion/interest in it leh. dun wanna hate tat subject tho. else i'll suffer for the next year. i feel, it's cos God gave me the confidence b4 the phys paper tat's why i scored. hehe.

chem was lousy. screwed up my niche subject. at least i passed...got 51. but i think my overall was a B.

i'm glad i got a chance to tok to yh today n helped him out too. though i did the stars very lousy. but i did my best. n got a chance to tok more to him. n jordan too! the entertainer wid music!