Saturday, June 23, 2007 @ 5:26 pm wad should u do about your past? leave your past behind, mask it, try to destroy it, forget it, and then move on? or shld it be learning how to cope wid the past while moving on?
well, one thing's for sure when i speak frm experience, u can never forget the past. never forget the memories, the laughters, the going-outs. n there is no doubt tat when u see the person again, be it 2 or 3 years later, these images will flood back. it'll stay in one forever. it'll be etched in one's mind. it'll jus be a matter of how often these memories surface, how much impact these memories will make at that point of time n how one responses to it. whenever i cross paths (literally) wid this other guy, memories n images of the past still flood back despite us not talking for 2 years since tat incident. initially, i avoided him. tried to go the other way. but after a while, i told myself tat i can't go on lyk tat. i gotta face it. face him n start toking to him. so yes, we do talk, a little. n when i do, i try not to think of the past lest it hinders the present. n i believe tat's the response tat will yield positive outcome. dun u think so? or do u have other things to add?? well, jus found another phys tuition teacher. nah. i'm not goin to quit my caravan tuition there. it's good over there. jus tat i nid a private teacher. to answer any qns tat i shoot. she's an ex ACJC teacher. great! n she stays in my condo so it saves on my travelling time. i know, it sounds lyk i'm very rich to be able to afford 2 tuitions. but no. rather, i'm jus grateful tat my family is willing to pay for the tuitions n willing to put in tat much for my education. i guess it's only right tat i repay them back by doing well for physics then. n i will pay back the money, mum. when i work, be it temp or permanent, i'll give back a portion to u.. jus wanna add..i'm starting to miss my classmates already...all the best for yr econs papers guys! n see u on tue! --------------------------------- |