tired tired. seems so tired today. haha. been slping in class as usual. but surprisingly woke up towards the end of phys lesson n pay attention. ha. but still, i wanna thank my teachers for being so kind and understanding n let me slp in class widout making a v big fuss abt it (although it's reflected clearly in my progress report tat i nid to pay more attention in class!) one look n my mum found out i've been slping in class. haha.

well, today, stayed back aft sch to study in the lib wid wei hao. did complex numbers n so slow! only half a page. bleah. i was tired. super tired. now too. tat's why a bit hard for me to do work now...

but yesterday was good!! i went to esp lib alone to study. ended early at 11am mah. so had lunch, hang arnd with the gals chatting a bit, went up lib to study a bit then walked outta sch towards esp! n the shades were up! so i can see the view of fullerton hotel, one of the "durian shells" and esp rooftop. glad i got a seat..the high seat. n no one was listening to music v loudly. well, the only scary thing is living my belongings behind to go toilet. muz bring my vaulables and also dunno if anyone wld ransack my bag or steal my calculator. well, jus had to hope tat singaporeans are nice ppl n will look out for my belongings! =) anyway, studied there for abt 3 hours plus. great time! went esp rooftop alone too. walk walk. jus aft it rained too. saw the ferris wheel had a few capsules already. the stage for NDP is slowly being taken down n the construction at the outdoor theatres are done already, leaving behind a green patch of grass. yea. well, changes. inevitable n expected. headed home!

oh! i also got a new MP3! look! it's ZEN Stone plus 2GB! got it for $50 only! bought it frm one of our sch mates who din want the mp3! yay! it was great! 2GB! imagine the number of songs i can put inside! can finally put some of the christian songs n corrine may! haha. mine is lime green. it's extremely small! length covers only 3 fingers and it's breadth is only 1.5 segment of one finger! it's very light too! i was surprised at how technology advanced to give such a small gadget man! yay! haha.

well, talking abt studies, i hope i wun be complacent or slackin. it seems lyk i'm not on full gear (can see it frm me bloggin. haha). sigh. compared to my rev for BT2. sigh. i hope i wun give up on prelims man. nxt week is GP, Phys P3 and Chem P3, Maths P1. sigh. tired la. simply tired. man, muz learn to take breaks and muz learn to be focused n not complacent. okay!

well, jus wanna say tat the scene keeps haunting me. pray, haunt, pray, haunt. it's lyk a cycle. n i dun lyk it. lord, please take it away. i dun want it! it's distracting me frm wad's more impt. please help me to forget. forget tat scene totally and forget abt taking revenge or making any scoldings in my head. i dun wanna be reminded of tat incident anymore. pls help me! only you can take it away n erase it frm my mind! pls dun let it haunt me anymore. n when i say haunt, i really mean HAUNT! cos it's really a v tramatic experience. help me rmb tat i seek praises frm you n not man! seek to honour you n not man! amen!